- Username
- scaredmyfriendswouldfindmyuser
- Date posted
- 430d ago
- POCD
- Somatic OCD
- Magical Thinking OCD
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why am i like this though? why does my mind think this stuff if it’s not somewhat engraved in me somewhere. i’m starting to doubt myself maybe i am some kind of monster. i mean no harm but i can’t control the thoughts my brain thinks and it messes me up. we are what we think, spiritually. we create our reality with our thoughts and when these monstrous thoughts come into my brain it scares me and i feel like some sort of terrible person and really guilty. these thoughts are definitely the worst subtype like this shit makes me feel absolutely terrible. i cant even bring myself to name the situations that made it arise but i don’t know how to stop it. i know in my mind that they’re not me they’re intrusive, but it makes me feel them harder after that idk how or why like every time i try to get rid of it my mind focuses on it and makes it worse. does anyone have any advice i rlly need help