work

i had my first day of work today. work has been very difficult since the onset of my ocd. my obsessions can get very dark and lead to a lot of shame that impedes my ability to interact and connect with others. i haven’t been able to hold a job for more than a month or two. today felt different, whether it’s my meds or the treatment i’m in, i sat with extreme discomfort and i’m proud of myself for getting through it