- Username
- cassidyjane
- Date posted
- 46d ago
- OCD newbies
- Existential OCD
- Magical Thinking OCD
newbie
hey there- new and not sure. I did get diagnosed as bi polar a couple months back. the meds have been working but I stilll have crazy intrusive thoughts. as far as flashes of horrible events, nightmares, and completely convincing myself of things that aren’t true. Must mind created and connects dots that are maybe even out of context, and it has actually made me believe that I am responsible for drought, bad things happening to the people around me, and even the death of loved ones. It’s highly exhausting and unfair to myself and those around me, that I know. I just want to be able to talk about it with someone without feeling like I’m being judged.