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Sounds like me
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Really? Do you get the same type of thoughts?
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Yeah I have intrusive thoughts about sexuality and gender all the time and I've had those adhd and depression thoughts too!
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Do they feel actually real to you? Do you feel it's because your mind tells you you want to be "different"?
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Yes they feel very real it's scary and yes
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I've tried to accept the uncertainty but now my mind is like "oh you accepted this" and it feels like it's want I want and that I'm capable of doing and it feel very real but whenever the possibility is brought up I feel very distressed and I feel all kind of weird sensations like blood rushing to my head and the urge of holding on the closest thing as if I am on a roller coaster
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Exactly, I even tried to use some labels but it just freaked me out even more. I even got a thought about being attracted by myself and I said that's it, this is ridiculous but it's so constant and it feels so real. Before I wouldn't even think about these things but I can't even recall how I felt before hocd hit
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I can’t relate to the wanting to be ‘different’ part, but anytime I read something about any disorder or illness I get a spike in anxiety and OCD loves that! My brain will cling right onto the idea of possibly having adhd, schizophrenia, bpd, literally any mental illness you could think of, I’ve pondered if I could have it. Is it possible that you hate your ocd so much that’s why you want to be different?
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No, because it's not like I want to be different, my thoughts are "you have to be /have x cause then you'd be different". I don't want to,but that's what my thoughts always brings up. Fear of developing illnesses is pretty common in ocd, but because I've recently realized that all my obsessions circle around that thought that I may have found the root of my problem. It's the only thing that soothe my current theme
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Oh, I see. The thing about discovering the root of your problem, is that you have ocd, so your brain isn’t functioning exactly as it should. When you think you’ve found an answer, naturally ocd will find a way to make you question even the root.
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Omg same like if i try to accept the thoughts my mind says that it means it's really true or i want it to be true or it comes true so i just can't accept it ugh ocd sucks
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@notfortalk omg I've had the same thought that what if I'm attracted to myself too! Actually i have that thought at the moment and It's literally freaking me out beacause I'm in a relationship
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So with my theme of ocd, ( hocd ) I get persistent intrusive images, and thoughts. It’s not like one or two a day. Like if I’m out for the whole day they’re constant. I feel I can’t even look at a girl now without her intrusive thoughts about her or about me fancying her and even sexual intrusive thoughts.. It’s awful. It’s everywhere I look. Is this common with ocd with any themes? Like is it constant for you guys too?
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How to know if you actually have it or if I’m just making up the symptoms? I have a lot of intrusive thoughts constantly and even have a “theme” but it really surged after I search up what I was experiencing, but then again I search up a lot of what I experience and constantly have to recheck things. My parents say I’m normal but I know I’m not, (both of my siblings have adhd) I find it immensely hard to focus from turning 17-18. Please let me know what you think l! Thanks!
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for the past few years i have been struggling with a certain theme of ocd as well as most of the other themes. but this one i have not figured out a good way to do my own form of erp or non-engaging responses. basically i will be daydreaming or thinking and have a very random thought. i wouldn’t call these thoughts intrusive thoughts because it’s not necessarily fear of the thoughts coming true, its just fear that my thoughts are too unique. my ocd will latch on to random or weird thoughts and may also add in that i was doing something weird while doing the thought. let’s say for example i thought of something random while i was rubbing my feet. then my ocd would be like “why are u having such a unique thought while doing something weird? nobody has ever thought about that specific thought while rubbing their feet before” (just an example). but basically it’s like my ocd bullies me for having thoughts that are too random and things i’ve never heard people talk about before if that makes sense. i am just trying to see if anyone relates even a little and how i can accept that everyone has unique thoughts.
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