- Username
- Ocdeeznuts55
- Date posted
- 1y ago
Disgust towards girlfriend due to her past.
I have been struggling with ROCD and recently learned that my girlfriend has had a lot of casual sex and has slept with around 30 people in her past. I never did casual hookups and am now getting intrusive thoughts of her sleeping with all those different people and intense jealousy and disgust. I feel like my attraction to her is gone and I can’t imagine touching her again. I hate that I feel this way and wish it wasn’t the case but I’m not sure if I can get past it. I’m not religious and generally sex positive, it’s just not something I ever found attractive. Just wondering if anyone else has dealt with this and can these feelings go away with time?