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- 2y ago
- Date posted
- 2y ago
I understand how you feel, I feel the same way
- Date posted
- 2y ago
Yeah, I get that too
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 2y ago
I am sorry that you are having a difficult time. OCD will get us where we are most vulnerable. Are you currently in ERP therapy ? Here is an article that explains groinal responses. https://kimberleyquinlan-lmft.com/groinal-responses-in-ocd/
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- 11w ago
Sorry long post. Anyone feel like now theyāre just in extreme denial. Like when I was little I noticed guys more than girls in movies and was more drawn to them. I remember changing my mindset to switch that. 98%of my life has been straight until recently. I felt drawn to some guys but never thought of it sexually. Always had girl crushes dreams and porn. Now I watch porn and I feel like straight takes longer and then I go and watch gay porn and feel nothing until I tell myself itās two attractive dudes and love is love and imagine physical sensations and then it hits like suddenly. Like I have to convince myself itās alright. Then when I try again I can do all that but feel nothing and then straight porn works. Idk if itās just getting a fix or the first time works with anything or what but itās confusing. On top of that Iāve felt girl relationships including my wife maybe miss something and a guy maybe matches that feeling that but then I feel like Iād be missing something without a girl or my wife. Idk Iāve had some rough times in life with male figures in my life but idk. I feel like I have to convince myself more and more that Iām straight even more than the first time I dealt with this. Can someone relate? Please
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- 11w ago
Iām on my period and o think my ocd feels a little worse today⦠I feel anxious and like something bad is about to happen, like I canāt move or talk cause Iāll freak out or snap and do something. Also I had a gronial response about an SA topic and I feel horrible, Iāve noticed that I do have these gronials as if Iām actually into that but idk if it can happen that you have the gronial and think āoh Iām horny, not about this but I amā is that possible? Idk how to say it⦠also I think I just want reassurance but Iām also scaredā¦
- Date posted
- 7w ago
So Iāve talked to a couple of gay people and they all told me the same thing. They ALWAYS knew they liked guys and they have ever gotten aroused by a woman in their life. In fact they told me that they always found a womanās body disgusting. Looking back in my life Iāve been attracted to girls for as long as I can remember even before puberty. All my fantasies were about girls and I canāt remember a time where I felt the same for a guy (because it never happened). At the end I can still get aroused by women and you can clearly see how much stupid this obsession about being gay is. Gay people canāt get instinctively aroused by a woman and like it. Groinal responses and sensations donāt mean anything because they simply do not bring joy or a feeling of desire. Instead they bring panic. I once got a groinal when ātesting my reactionsā and I was sitting there crying like my life is over. Thatās not how genuine attraction works and no one has woken up one day feeling different and no one has been secretly gay and never noticed it and spent his whole life into women instead.
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