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- 2y ago
Making it up
Does your mind or ocd tell you that you are making everything up and using ocd as a excuse. Always feels so real
Does your mind or ocd tell you that you are making everything up and using ocd as a excuse. Always feels so real
Yes that is very common! OCD is tricky and the intrusive thoughts can feel so real! I struggled with false memory ocd and during recovery I would always think my ocd is just an excuse. I am not sure if you have started therapy yet or not, but ERP will help challenge those thoughts and let you sit with that uncertainty until your anxiety levels drop. You could even use this idea as an exposure and work with your therapist on how to tie the idea that ocd is an excuse as your exposure. I wish you the best on your journey and it does get better and your intrusive thoughts will feel less and less real as time and recovery goes on. Wish you the best ❤️
Sometimes i feel like im using ocd as an excuse. What if i dont really have it and im just freaking myself out? Does anyone feel this way
That’s kinda my question. All my thoughts feel so realistic and so now I doubt if they are ocd and if I just can’t make my mind up about something and I’m using ocd as an excuse or something idc I feel like this post is word vomit.
Does anyone have any advice for how to know the difference between ocd and real feelings/thoughts? Sometimes an intrusive thought will come in and I immediately know it’s ridiculous and I can just leave it alone and it won’t bother me but other times I really really don’t know. It’s when ocd hijacks and twists my real feelings and thoughts and tries to manipulate me into believing they’re something they’re not or something that doesn’t align with my true morals or intentions. But since it’s twisting and mixing with real feelings I get so confused and scared. Everything gets jumbled and I feel like I can’t trust myself or my own mind. Yet other times and other topics I can laugh off and push away just fine. Make it make sense. And then I start to think well maybe I don’t have ocd at all and I’m just in denial because I don’t want to accept that these scary/concerning things are true about myself. Or maybe that’s just the ocd talking.
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