A breakthrough

So I moved back home & it’s been about a week since I’ve been back & I haven’t seen any of my friends & im starting to feel pretty lonely. I started to think, “why don’t my friends hit me up even though they know I moved back, did they not miss me?” I then think more rationally and think, “well people also have lives and difficulties too, if you want to see them let them know, be grateful that you have friends and loved ones” then I realized that I was like this before I got diagnosed with OCD when I was younger, always felt, “needy”