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I just had a moment where I confused my intrusive thoughts for āhearing voicesā and now Iām freaking outā¦ anybody ever experienced this?
I just had a moment where I confused my intrusive thoughts for āhearing voicesā and now Iām freaking outā¦ anybody ever experienced this?
iām so sorry youāre going through this :( iāve had this before and itās important to remember that these thoughts are just that: they are thoughts. they are not you, and they are not voices. i promise you, you are not crazy. ocd likes to convince us all sorts of horrible things but we must remember that itās just ocd. i really hope youāre doing well x
Typical OCD. I suggest speaking to your OCD therapist about this so you can do ETP on it. Also, hereās stuff to do at home: -Instead of giving into your OCD, read this article about ERP scripting and do exactly what it says: https://www.shalanicely.com/aha-moments/erp-scripting-for-ocd/ -Read The Hidden Power of Swearing at Your OCD: https://www.psychologytoday.com/intl/blog/beyond-the-doubt/201711/the-hidden-power-of-swearing-at-your-ocd
@Nica That swearing article is excellent! Thank you for sharing!
A good way to tell apart intrusive thoughts and hearing voices is to identify whether the voice youāre hearing sounds like your own or if it sounds like someone elseās voice other than your own. If the thought sounds like your own voice itās likely intrusive. If the voice sounds very different from your own voice you may want to talk to a professional and get their opinion on what that means for you.
@alyzza Thatās great advice. It is my own voiceā¦
Anyone get thoughts that they are possessed?
Iām having a very bad evening with my intrusive thoughts. I was doing really good dealing with them but tonight one hit me hard. Iāve been having a lot of different intrusive thoughts but Iāll have one occasionally about hurting my mom or my dog who I love and theyāre the only family I have in my life. Theyāre my world. I was helping my mom put away the dishes and I had the big kitchen knife in my hand and my intrusive thought was you could stab your mom. And then my brain said I had a twitch in my hand and that meant I wanted to do it. Let me just say that I wouldnāt hurt a fly. I actually caught a fly in a glass and put it outside instead of killing it this evening before this intrusive thought happened. Iām such a gentle and compassionate and caring person and these thoughts instantly cause me to have a panic attack. And I have no one to talk to them about. I know theyāre hard for my mom to hear and I donāt want to be any more of a burden than I already am. I do desperately want to tell her and have her reassure me that Iām not crazy or a psycho. Then my thoughts wander to if your hand did flinch could you be a psychopath. Is hurting someone in you. I know itās not but I feel like my mind is out to get me and hurt me. Iām working so hard and I thought I was doing so good but I need to know why I have these thoughts. Theyāre not ok. I need someone to help me make sense of why. I know we arenāt supposed to ruminate but I shouldnāt have thoughts like this about people I love and care about the most in the world.
I struggle so bad with intrusive thoughts. They can be so bad that I'll cry because I KNOW that's not how I feel or want to do. (Too embarrassed to say what they're about) I'll constantly try to figure out why I have them, and constantly figure out what they mean, causing me to constantly circle around and around. I had to get on anxeity meds, which helped a little but the thoughts still happen. How do you help yourself with this? How do you know that you're just not some physcopath? š
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