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Hello! I have scrupulosity too. I used to feel all the time that I was going to hell. But Jesus taught me not to rest on my feelings but on God’s Truth. He said that He will never leave us nor forsake us. I’m not sure what is best in that situation, so maybe ask for help from a GOOD religious leader? Try asking The Lord what is best, and He will reveal what is right in due time. God bless you!