Anonymous
- Date posted
- 2y
.
I’m so tired of living like this everyday is a struggle
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 2y
I can totally relate. When tf will this debilitating anxiety end. I feel like I’m constantly putting up a mask when I’m with my friends. But as soon as I’m alone the thoughts start to permeate my body to the point where I can’t sleep or eat or be my former happy self. It’s so tiring. I know it’s freaking hard, but I wish you strength to keep persevering and one day you will rise above these horrifying struggles. You will be unbreakable. Wishing you love and a steadfast peace of mind. ❤️
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 2y
@Anonymous It sucks soo and I relate to you , I really hope that things get better for us :( sending u lots of love ❤️
DutchgirlDutchgirl
- Date posted
- 2y
I can relate as well. I just want to stay in bed all day and just not face the world!
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 2y
@Dutchgirl I’m so sorry that you have to go through this you’re not alone 😔
KrittyKritty
- Date posted
- 2y
It's very difficult to deal I know. I will pray for you. I had a terrible day today so I get it. And I'm trying to raise my 15 month old son. Vibrations of big hugs to you. I pray for all of us on here that God will give us all peace and comfort in our minds. God bless you and just know you are not alone. Look at all the comments of support. We are all going through this together ❤️. We're gonna get through this 🙏
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 2y
@Kritty Thank you so much for your kind words please please keep me in your prayers ❤️
KrittyKritty
- Date posted
- 2y
Anonymous I sure will keep you in my prayers. I just prayed another for you just now 🙏 💕 hang in there. ❤️
KrittyKritty
- Date posted
- 2y
Dutchgirl: I know that feeling well. As scary as it is we have to engage with the world the best we can. It helps to interact with people. Occupies the mind for a bit. But sometimes it's scary to be around other people. But clearly you are not alone honey. All of us on here are dealing with something. It's gonna be okay. Hugs and prayers from me to you 🙏 ❤️
Related posts
geodrimilis
- Date posted
- 25w
I’m sick and tired of this .
I just can’t do this shit anymore.im tired of these “arousal” sensations that feel real but when I go check my arousal to the same gender I just get anxiety. I’m tired of feeling like I can’t like girls anymore. I’m tired of my arousal getting blocked every now and then because I’m anxious. I’m tired of not knowing who I am anymore. I’m tired of having my mind putting me into an identity I never asked for. I’m tired of this life
andrea_sam730
- Date posted
- 15w
I’m so tired I just wanna be free
I know I keep talking about This but I’m too tired :( I’m really struggling and I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like I might be the only person who experiences this in the way I do. It’s gotten so bad that during intimacy or self-pleasure, I feel like I’m acting on a thought — like my body is moving because of it. It’s terrifying and deeply hurtful. The moment it happens, I immediately panic, try to rewind everything in my head, and ruminate to figure out what I was thinking at that exact second… but I can never remember. That makes it even worse. feel so lost and hopeless, like I’ll never be able to heal or move on from this. People tell me “it’s just OCD,” but it doesn’t feel like OCD to me. It feels like I’m the exception — like no one else truly experiences it like this, especially the part where it feels like I physically responded to a thought. I know people say “others go through this too,” but my mind keeps saying, “not like this, not this specific thing.”Sometimes I just wish I could go back and relive those moments so I could be sure what happened, but I know that’s not possible. I feel so stuck in guilt and doubt that I don’t even know who I am anymore. I’m scared I’m a bad person and that I’ll always feel this way. I’ll never be free or be the same again everyday I live with deep depression
guiltstudy7
- Date posted
- 13w
I don’t want to do this anymore
i’m so tired of everything i can’t take the ocd on top of school life no friends no love never will find good love. i can’t be out publicly i’ll never be in the right body i’ll never be happy and stable i just want to dissapear. I will never escape my ocd and my gender. i can’t do this my entire life.
Be a part of the largest OCD Community
Share your thoughts so the Community can respond