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I’m so tired of living like this everyday is a struggle
I’m so tired of living like this everyday is a struggle
I can totally relate. When tf will this debilitating anxiety end. I feel like I’m constantly putting up a mask when I’m with my friends. But as soon as I’m alone the thoughts start to permeate my body to the point where I can’t sleep or eat or be my former happy self. It’s so tiring. I know it’s freaking hard, but I wish you strength to keep persevering and one day you will rise above these horrifying struggles. You will be unbreakable. Wishing you love and a steadfast peace of mind. ❤️
@Anonymous It sucks soo and I relate to you , I really hope that things get better for us :( sending u lots of love ❤️
I can relate as well. I just want to stay in bed all day and just not face the world!
@Dutchgirl I’m so sorry that you have to go through this you’re not alone 😔
It's very difficult to deal I know. I will pray for you. I had a terrible day today so I get it. And I'm trying to raise my 15 month old son. Vibrations of big hugs to you. I pray for all of us on here that God will give us all peace and comfort in our minds. God bless you and just know you are not alone. Look at all the comments of support. We are all going through this together ❤️. We're gonna get through this 🙏
@Kritty Thank you so much for your kind words please please keep me in your prayers ❤️
Anonymous I sure will keep you in my prayers. I just prayed another for you just now 🙏 💕 hang in there. ❤️
Dutchgirl: I know that feeling well. As scary as it is we have to engage with the world the best we can. It helps to interact with people. Occupies the mind for a bit. But sometimes it's scary to be around other people. But clearly you are not alone honey. All of us on here are dealing with something. It's gonna be okay. Hugs and prayers from me to you 🙏 ❤️
I can't live with OCD anymore. It's ruining my life. I feel like I'm being constantly bullied in my own mind all day everyday. I don't know if what I think and feel is ever real or normal or okay, what is me and what is the OCD thoughts. I don't know if any of my experiences are normal. I'm exhausted from picking apart every single conversation I ever have with anyone until I'm strung out by a vague and ambiguous feeling of guilt. I'm tired of feeling like I'm a bad person and feeling scared all the time and not knowing why and having my brain spin me out on an endless spiralling train of thoughts that never goes anywhere and just makes me feel disconnected from everything and everyone around me. I don't know what I feel and if what I feel is normal or if anything I am doing is real and actually me or if I'm 'losing my mind.' I don't even know if this makes any sense. I get into these states of mind where every thought in my head and everything I feel and perceive makes me question my own sanity. I don't know if anyone likes me because I have absolutely no concept of what I am actually like. I feel completely lost and confused CONSTANTLY.
Everyday I wake up, all my mind makes me think of is the stuff I’ve done in the past, like all day I’m in a constant cycle of judging who I used to be and it hurts so so much. I wish I never thought to do those things, I wish I had been more mature than how I was before, it’s really lowering my self worth and I don’t think I’ve ever felt this miserable before, like last summer was the worst because I was dealing with this shit, I about almost ended my life over it, and I thought it would get better, which it did, but it didn’t last but for a while. As soon as it became 2025 I was going through it again, having constant cycles of “I’m a good person” to “I’m the worst person imaginable” and I’m so sick of it because I just want to feel like the good person l like to imagine myself to be, but I can’t because of shit I did in the past that I obsess over. I’ve cried and screamed so much over it and it seems like it will never leave me.
I just can’t do this shit anymore.im tired of these “arousal” sensations that feel real but when I go check my arousal to the same gender I just get anxiety. I’m tired of feeling like I can’t like girls anymore. I’m tired of my arousal getting blocked every now and then because I’m anxious. I’m tired of not knowing who I am anymore. I’m tired of having my mind putting me into an identity I never asked for. I’m tired of this life
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