some good information especially about taboo theme

@NaggingOCD What if you did something extremely horrible as a child that you didn’t know how horrible the events were that your POCD and real events OCD targets? Does it make the intrusive thoughts true? I'm getting anxious from my POCD and real event OCD based on real events (3 times) from when I was 13… I don't ever want to ever be a P at all… I don't ever want to ever be a Chomo at all... i don’t ever want to ever be a rapist at all… I was 13 when these real events happened and now I'm 22… I've asked my mom about this so many times and every time she tells me that it's not serious anymore, that the person is okay, and that I'm not a rapist or a P or a chomo... a former ocd therapist said “Thirteen-year-old children do not have an adult's sexual understanding or responsibility. So, you can see why you didn't realise the horribleness of an event until you matured. So now, in the present, you know yourself to be a good moral person. It allows you to let go of the past…” I didn’t realize how horrible the real events actually were… I was 13 at the time… now I’m 22… my POCD and real event OCD call me a P or a chomo because of the real events… while my mom reassures me all the time that it’s all over, that it’s not serious anymore, that the person is okay, and that I’m not a P or a rapist or a chomo, but when I was doing compulsive research, I remember when I saw a post on a non OCD forum about someone’s similar situation to mine and two people said to the person that they m*lested and that they needed  to turn themselves in… I don’t ever want to ever be a P or a chomo in any way shape or form… i didn’t know how horrible the real events were when I was 13… I really didn’t… and after the real events I never did anything like that ever again, and I never once ever thought (before, and after) about doing stuff with kids in any way shape or form... before or after the real events…

@Givenup ok i don't want to give you reassurance as but makes things worse but you were only 13 and when we're 13 were wild and oblivious we make silly mistakes you need to try and accept the thoughts by saying yeah ok or whatever or maybe maybe not and go and keep occupied sorry i'm not much help as i deal with real event myself and currently going through it too, take a look at the link i posted above and have a read through them your not alone

@Givenup sorry i'm not sure why

@NaggingOCD I hope i have pocd and real events ocd… i dont wver want to ever be a P or a chomo in any way…

@Givenup it's your ocd talking your not any of those things i don't want to give you reassurance but the fact your worrying about being any of those things shows your not