- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 2y
Scared for future
The past few months have been hard. I went through a tough time a couple years ago and finally started getting help for my mental health and since than I finally felt in a good place but my main issue was OCD and I didn’t get the proper treatment I needed for it, but the past few months my ocd really took over and started to effect my relationship with my girlfriend who I was dating over a year at that point. She meant so much to me and I was struggling so much with ocd and really decided to focus on Ocd specific therapy and found NOCD because it really was effecting my daily life and my relationship. The past 2 months I’ve been in transition of med changes and different therapists and adding a breakup right in the middle of it to someone who meant so much to me, I feel terrible because I got too much in my own head and let my OCD directly interfere and it got overwhelming for her which I understand. Now I’m trying to just focus on myself and stay present but it has not been easy, especially as you can all relate for someone with OCD. I am starting a big internship and my last semester of school tommrow and I just feel so much uncertainty and not the excitement I should be feeling. Sorry for the rant