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- 2y
Fear
I just spoke to my new therapist about my intrusive thoughts, (we were doing an OCD test I believe) this was at the same place that when I talked about it before they called CPS. She said she doesn’t have to report anything unless she thinks it’s an active threat, and she said that me getting CPS called on me after I spoke about the intrusive thoughts is a traumatic experience, so I don’t think she will call?? I told her I used to worry I was somehow like killers on tv because we were both “insecure” and “angry” which is something a lot of people experience so it’s irrational. I also told her because of my SA trauma I developed a fear of somehow being just like my assaulter, like fearing I would do awful things like him. I believe they’re obligated to tell you if they’re contacting a supervisor? My last one (the one who reported) said “I’m just messaging my supervisor to see what I should do about this”, of course that was also because I told her how the thoughts had worsened ever since two kids moved in with us and they had been exhibiting inappropriate behavior towards themselves and my siblings, I mentioned that and i think that’s why it was called, but still I’m not sure. Now I’m paranoid and looking out my window every second to make sure they aren’t coming.