How have you been doing?

@OCDoesntcontrolme Enjoy the 💚 and remember that oranges come and go but so do greens so there are always good days coming 😊 Hope you have a good day 😊

@Applecore Sorry you are a 💙 at the moment. If you want to share I am here to listen and try to help abit? X

@AnonymousSloth🦥 It's a really long story but Many years ago I used to be a very controversial artist on deviantART. I regret those decisions and I tried to move on from that person by deleting all of my online accounts. However the last 3 days I've been getting messages being sent to my email asking "are you that artist from DA?". "hello?" "Can you verify this email? I don't want to keep bugging you." I freaked out because I haven't heard anything about that in so long. I sent his messages to spam and blocked him. I have no idea who he is but then my mind started thinking about accountability and consequences. My first thought was that he was someone who was trying to extort my past for some kind of gain. Another thought was maybe it was someone who I've been inappropriate to or spoken to in a bad way trying to reach out to confront me. A Little piece of me wanted to respond to him because I want to be able to right any wrongs that I've done to people. It's just with all the spam emails and everything going around I didn't want to take the bait if it was something of that nature. I don't know what to do about the situation and I'm questioning if I did the right thing.

@Applecore I don’t know much about DA but if you said that you stopped years ago and someone wanted to confront you about something it seems abit random after several years rather than addressing it straight away. I think in these situations you have to do what you feel is right and once you’ve made a decision it’s done I hope this helps abit ❤️‍🩹

@AnonymousSloth🦥 That's a good point. I've asked a lot of people and they said I did the right thing by blocking him. Thank you for taking the time 😊

@AnonymousSloth🦥 If there's any added context the whole thing came to a head in 2021. That's when I officially quit

@Minariri Sorry you are a 💙 at the moment. If you want to share I am here to listen and try to help abit? X

@Minariri Do you have therapy currently? I understand how tiring and terrifying ocd can be so make sure to not be too harsh on yourself and remember to have dips is normal and they suck but you will get out of them x ❤️‍🩹

@Minariri I hope you find therapy soon and I haven’t used the therapist here so I’m not sure. I understand the numb feeling you mentioned earlier I’ve had it on and off for a few years now. There’s different types of numb feelings though so if you tell me some more then I can try advice? Also what are the themes of your intrusive thoughts then I can try help too ? (I’m not expert so I might not have the best advice but I can try help abit ❤️‍🩹)

@Minariri I’m exactly where you are. I started using a therapist on here. Haven’t done much but the initial set up yet but it gives me hope. I’m on quite a few meds and have been in the hospital twice for liquid lorazepam. You are not alone.

@Ahandfullofocd I’m glad you are having a 💚time at the moment. Enjoy it and soak it in for when you have those 🧡💙 times

@graydust I’m glad 😊