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- ocdishorrible.x.
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- 1y ago
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what if god gave me this to punish me for everything iāve done wrong in life and now he hates me and iāll never get to see my family members who have passed again and iāll never get to heaven?
what if god gave me this to punish me for everything iāve done wrong in life and now he hates me and iāll never get to see my family members who have passed again and iāll never get to heaven?
I donāt believe God gave you this as a punishment, but I do believe that God will use it for your good. Maybe you donāt see how itās for your good now, but you will if you keep walking with the Lord. Romans 8:28 tells us that God works all things together for the good of those who love Him. Also, trust and believe in those signs that you have been given. Donāt second guess them (Iām guilty of doing this too). & like Philipp said, the next step is to learn to trust without needing the signs.
Sometimes God allows us to have things so itāll grow us and grow others. I know God allowed me to have this disease for some reason. I have no idea what that reason is, but I have to trust Him. I try to use this disease to help others. Itās hard, but always remember God LOVES you. Heās madly in love with you and he would not allow you to have something that made it impossible to follow him or go to heaven. His word is still truth no matter what OCD says in the background.
I think the same. But my logic says it doesnt make sense. God wants us to be free not under those chains. Be sire that its not a punsihment.
@PhilippFree i keep asking when i pray for signs he still loves me and heās not angry with me and i think he gives them but then the doubt begins again, itās so tiring
@ocdishorrible.x. I also prayed and still pray sometimes for signs. But I guess the next step is stop asking for signs and starting to learn how to trust. Its difficult. But remember what was said in the gospel that those are blessed who dont see and still believe. I think my answers sound like Im fine. But believe me everyday feels like a fight for me and my healing progress seems always to be interrupted. You can interpret everything as a sign that why I stopped doing that.
Sometimes I feel like itās Satan doing this
i am a christian. i am constantly terrified of offending God and going to hell. i love God so much but this so scary. i feel like a really bad person. i have to pray in specific ways at specific times of the day in a specific order and sometimes it feels like a chore. i feel so bad about this. the reason i became a christian in the first place was mostly out of fear. i feel so bad admitting all of this but i really need help. i wanna continue being a christian i think but itās all so scary and stressful. praying has become a compulsion, i feel like a terrible person with every sin, and itās so exhausting. also, iām a lesbian and iām so scared God will send me to hell for that. i canāt change my identity. iāve tried, but i just canāt like boys. iām so scared and sad and terrified and stressed. i have no clue what to do.
Does anyone else feel like they think these horrible things on there own or on purpose. I feel like I'm intentionally trying to hurt god and the holy Spirit now and idk what to do. I feel like I'm becoming my worst fear. Idk what to do I feel like I'm losing touch with myself and idk what to do. And I'm really worried God is going to turn his face from me or I'm going to do something I am going to regret. I'm not really sure whats happening to me, but I'm scared I'm going crazy.
I had a blasphemous thought against the holy spirit s few days ago a bc itās been on my mind. So today i asked my mom: ā does God take someoneās life away if they committed the sin of blasphemyā and she responded with āMaybe yes or maybe no, he can maybe give that person days to live until the destined day that person has to die, dies.ā And after she said that iāve been kind of anxious and asking for forgiveness. Keep in mind that i wasnāt feel bad about this thought before. Idk why. Now iām anxious.
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