what if god gave me this to punish me for everything iāve done wrong in life and now he hates me and iāll never get to see my family members who have passed again and iāll never get to heaven?
I donāt believe God gave you this as a punishment, but I do believe that God will use it for your good. Maybe you donāt see how itās for your good now, but you will if you keep walking with the Lord. Romans 8:28 tells us that God works all things together for the good of those who love Him. Also, trust and believe in those signs that you have been given. Donāt second guess them (Iām guilty of doing this too). & like Philipp said, the next step is to learn to trust without needing the signs.
Sometimes God allows us to have things so itāll grow us and grow others. I know God allowed me to have this disease for some reason. I have no idea what that reason is, but I have to trust Him. I try to use this disease to help others. Itās hard, but always remember God LOVES you. Heās madly in love with you and he would not allow you to have something that made it impossible to follow him or go to heaven. His word is still truth no matter what OCD says in the background.
I think the same. But my logic says it doesnt make sense. God wants us to be free not under those chains. Be sire that its not a punsihment.
@PhilippFree i keep asking when i pray for signs he still loves me and heās not angry with me and i think he gives them but then the doubt begins again, itās so tiring
@ocdishorrible.x. I also prayed and still pray sometimes for signs. But I guess the next step is stop asking for signs and starting to learn how to trust. Its difficult. But remember what was said in the gospel that those are blessed who dont see and still believe. I think my answers sound like Im fine. But believe me everyday feels like a fight for me and my healing progress seems always to be interrupted. You can interpret everything as a sign that why I stopped doing that.
Sometimes I feel like itās Satan doing this
I had a blasphemous thought against the holy spirit s few days ago a bc itās been on my mind. So today i asked my mom: ā does God take someoneās life away if they committed the sin of blasphemyā and she responded with āMaybe yes or maybe no, he can maybe give that person days to live until the destined day that person has to die, dies.ā And after she said that iāve been kind of anxious and asking for forgiveness. Keep in mind that i wasnāt feel bad about this thought before. Idk why. Now iām anxious.
If you suffer from Christian OCD and feel Jesus hates you and youāre going to hell every few seconds but I keep fighting it because when I pray it says Lucifer and I refuse to pray to him. If I do Jesus will send me to hell. Iām terrified. When does it end. Some Christianās are so peaceful, I want that.. why.. I feel cursed forever. I have faith in others journeyā¦ not mine. Iām stuck like this forever. My mind will never be the same.
My ocd is going off the hinges. I canāt stop thinking God is angry at me and hates me and itās weird. And canāt stop thinking everyone hates me. I canāt stop thinking that no matter what I try Iāll never get better. This sucks
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