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- ocdishorrible.x.
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what if god gave me this to punish me for everything iāve done wrong in life and now he hates me and iāll never get to see my family members who have passed again and iāll never get to heaven?
what if god gave me this to punish me for everything iāve done wrong in life and now he hates me and iāll never get to see my family members who have passed again and iāll never get to heaven?
I donāt believe God gave you this as a punishment, but I do believe that God will use it for your good. Maybe you donāt see how itās for your good now, but you will if you keep walking with the Lord. Romans 8:28 tells us that God works all things together for the good of those who love Him. Also, trust and believe in those signs that you have been given. Donāt second guess them (Iām guilty of doing this too). & like Philipp said, the next step is to learn to trust without needing the signs.
Sometimes God allows us to have things so itāll grow us and grow others. I know God allowed me to have this disease for some reason. I have no idea what that reason is, but I have to trust Him. I try to use this disease to help others. Itās hard, but always remember God LOVES you. Heās madly in love with you and he would not allow you to have something that made it impossible to follow him or go to heaven. His word is still truth no matter what OCD says in the background.
I think the same. But my logic says it doesnt make sense. God wants us to be free not under those chains. Be sire that its not a punsihment.
@PhilippFree i keep asking when i pray for signs he still loves me and heās not angry with me and i think he gives them but then the doubt begins again, itās so tiring
@ocdishorrible.x. I also prayed and still pray sometimes for signs. But I guess the next step is stop asking for signs and starting to learn how to trust. Its difficult. But remember what was said in the gospel that those are blessed who dont see and still believe. I think my answers sound like Im fine. But believe me everyday feels like a fight for me and my healing progress seems always to be interrupted. You can interpret everything as a sign that why I stopped doing that.
Sometimes I feel like itās Satan doing this
For anyone Christian. What if I did something so bad I can not forgive myself. How in the world is God going to forgive me?! Iām reading āGodās wisdom for navigating lifeā and it says donāt do things you canāt justify before God, because you need to be weary of judgement day. Okay so basically is that saying I get to go to heaven because he will forgive me but when judgment day comes around Iām getting thrown into hell ?!?! How am I supposed to sleep now?
I am very into my religion and grew up in a strict religion and ow Iām convinced Iām going to hell. I have awful awful images of me doing the worst thing I could possibly think of and itās the thing I fear people doing to the ones I love. I was reading an article with someone with my subtype and his priest basically said heās going to hell and now Iām convinced Iām going to hell and I want to go to heaven and Iām panicking because Iāve never felt so far away from myself and from God idk what to do. Itās really hard for me to let this go because my religion is so important to me and I donāt want god to hate me or not be saved
Because I struggle with false memory and real event ocd, I feel like God hates me. I remember praying to God please give me a reason to live and I honestly don't deserve it. What it makes this worse is that, I ask God to just end my life.
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