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Finally OCD free
Finally OCD free after struggling with HOCD for a little while. Just posting this to show that freedom is possible if you keep doing ERP.
Finally OCD free after struggling with HOCD for a little while. Just posting this to show that freedom is possible if you keep doing ERP.
Congratulations!! I hope the best for you
@Emmanonymous Thanks
I feel like I’m 70 percent there , w same theme
@68273 Been with nocd for 6months now ,it’s been tough and I’m still having a hard time but I keep trying
@68273 Keep going girl, you will get there one day I’m sure of it, we both will 🤞🙏
Can you give me some insight on backdoor spike and feeling like you want it? I’m on the end of backdoor spike, like what does it mean that I don’t have anxiety? What does it mean that it feels like I would be ok with it etc etc. I’m just accepting all thoughts and feelings as much as possible but I still find myself doing some mental compulsions
@68273 I mean if he lying if I was saying I can give the best advice Bcz I’m knee deep in this shit right now, but what I do know is that I know many many many people have recovered from this and that the stage ur currently in is like the final hurdle. Jus stick with it
@Anonymous Ok that’s what I’m doing right now , maybe maybe not .
@Anonymous I ain’t lying
@68273 If you are doing ERP consistently, that’s great. It’s all about time. This thing just takes time that’s all. As long as anxiety is trending downwards then your good.
@Anonymous I am doing exposures but sometimes I fall back to compulsions
@Anonymous No I meant “I’d be lying” 😂
@68273 The way you worded it “it feels like I’d be ok with it” hits home for me. That thought and feeling makes it seem so real and true right? And then you get stuck cos you think you’re just denial? It’s horrible :(
@gp Yup, like am I really ok with it? Why am I ok with it if I’m not ok with it? Lol and so the cycle continues
@68273 Yep, that’s exactly the same process my mind follows
@gp So exhausting
Can u give some examples of exposures?
Yea I would like to know also
@Anonymous I’m not gonna say them bc it’s kind of bad to say on this app, but basically doing extreme exposures over time is what worked for me. Basically embrace the thoughts. It sounds counter intuitive but trust me it works.
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