- Username
- 0045
- Date posted
- 44w ago
diagnosis
i wish i could get diagnosed. i feel really guilty whenever i try to talk on this app because i think im faking it. i’ve done my research but what if it’s not real? what if i’ve just slowly shifted my habits into fitting the mold of the symptoms so im convinced i have it? i think it would make me a bad person to even think i have something that im not diagnosed for. and if i do get diagnosed and it turns out i dont have it, then i’ll be a horrible horrible person. i wish i could diagnosed. i dont want to deal with this ontop of every other thing my brain forces me to think about. i think im faking it everyday and it makes me so anxious i find it hard to breathe sometimes