I keep struggling. I have so many thoughts and if I do something like look at a picture and have these thoughts I feel like I’m awful. There are times some of the girls I teach and go to church with are wearing things shorter or not being careful and I still look and I know I’m not aroused or anything but I keep feeling as though that makes me a ped* help me. I’m in therapy but I can’t help but struggle.
Your not alone. I get those and I hate them. I mean HATE them. Just try your best to let them go and focus on something else.
@CancelPure0 Thank you. You stay strong as well!
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@Struggler Thank you. Yeah, it’s so difficult. Everyone who doesn’t struggle says “well you know you never want to” but then my mind is saying “you sure about that”
@Struggler Right. It’s just like when the girls are being careless and you see right up their outfits it’s one of those thing I know as a female I shouldn’t worry about in general but of course being ocd my brain goes omg your a pedo cause you just looked and they’re younger than you.
I would like to see if this helps anyone… my dad always told me “you can think about robbing a bank and think about wanting to rob a bank, but the question still remains… do you rob the bank?” Basically he will ask me “where’s the money?” And he says oh that’s right it’s AT THE BANK so no matter how much we think these things we have to realize robbing a bank takes time and planning and then ACTUALLY following through. I know it can still be hard though cause even me myself questions what my intentions are..
@CancelPure0 Thank you!
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