Help me

@LillyX I just feel I done it so people felt sorry so for me because my life was ruined

@ Anonymous I still don’t understand what you mean? Can you explain further

@LillyX Like I felt I done it so then people would fell sorry for me because my life has turned upside down, it sounds awful but that’s how I feel

@ Anonymous What do you mean you ‘felt’ you done it. I’m not understanding, so you lied about doing it so people would feel sorry for you? Or you lied about having ocd?

@LillyX I don’t know I feel I done the crime but the rationale was that I feel I done it so people feel sorry for me if you get me?

@ Anonymous So you still think you did it or not? & yes I think I understand you

@LillyX Yeah I’ve thought I’ve done it for months but nothings came of it?

@ Anonymous There is obviously some doubt if your posting it on a false memory ocd forum:)

@LillyX I was drunk so I don’t know

@ Anonymous So was I during mine and there is real details. Doesn’t mean anything. OCD will use everything and anything against you

@LillyX What do you suggest I do? I feel like I done it but nothings came from it, can you tell me about your story? And do you drink alcohol anymore?

@ Anonymous I suggest you do nothing! & My story is almost identical to yours if that helps at all , I went to the toilet drunk and convinced myself 6 years later I may have harmed someone in there, I said I was leaning on an object that was actually in the room but I’m still unsure if I’m getting details confused with different scenarios or if it was just a guess tbh I really don’t know. & no I don’t drink anymore I can’t be bothered for the false memories.

@LillyX our scenarios are so alike, it made me drink alot more and every other scenario have not been as bad as this one I got it’s cruel, it’s ruined me, I use to drink to blackout after that night to avoid the feelings, I’ve recently stopped

@ Anonymous Yes they do sound so similar 😭I’m finding the real details the hardest to cope with. And I completely feel you I’m the same , it’s funny how it just picks on one random scenario. Do you take meds?

@LillyX It couldn’t of picked a better scenario I was heavily intoxicated walking home on my own, I don’t feel it’s OCD though, people have recommended I go to AA, everyone else is adamant it’s OCD and I’m the only one thinking it’s real, nope not on any medication, I’m so close to phoning the police, how you dealing with your situation

@ Anonymous Oh same here it picked the perfect scenario & yep same for me everyone keeps telling me it’s defo ocd twisting things around. Try medication it helped me function

@LillyX I have weird dreams about it all and it makes it worse, I struggle to sleep and I feel a massive disappointment to my family, I remember having thoughts a day or so after it like ‘surely I wouldn’t of done that’ and I was in the gym a couple of days after it and was like ‘this is pointless if I done the crime’

@LillyX Is there any tips for you to recommend because I’m so close to going to the police

@ Anonymous -Medication - therapy Are your family supportive? Would they understand a mental illness like ocd if you explained how it’s affecting you?