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Andrew VillarrealAndrew Villa...
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- 2y
How do you deal with OCD throwing “evidence” of things you may or may not have done in the past that makes the thoughts to appear more real? I find it really difficult to know if that stuff even happened since it was years and years ago and i try to remember if it was true and if it was, what does that say about me. I go crazy trying to shut down all of OCD’s allegations against me
AnonymousAnonymous
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- Date posted
- 2y
@My OCD Academia Hey! My apolgies for the late reply! Let me tell you a story. I’ve been a straight male my whole entire life. Loved girls for as long as I can remember. Last year after a bout of erectile dysfunction due to a porn addiction, I fell into the depths of SOOCD. I couldn’t figure out why I could barely get hard with a woman. I was devastated there was days I could barely move. I had a girlfriend but I was terrified I was lying to myself. My brain would come up with all sorts of “evidence” that I was gay, from my past. For example when I was about 11 or so one of my male friends rubbed my leg as a joke. We wernt alone we were in a room full of friends You know how kids are Anyway fast forward a decade later my brain pulled that out of nowhere and was convincing me that I liked that and that was evidence I was gay. OBVIOUSLY THATS RIDICULOUS!!!! OCD will find anything to make you pay attention to it.
mari.201mari.201
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 2y
did you ever get these feelings where it felt absolutely convincing that your worst fears were true?
AnonymousAnonymous
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@mari.201 Yes !! All the time !! I still do sometimes. It’s all about just saying “oh well I guess so” you know who you are !!!!
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