I feel the right thing to do is own upto my rape memory/thought, It was when I was intoxicated and walking home on my own I feel I grabbed someone and committed an awful act on them. What shall I do
I feel like at times OCD can play tricks on us. If you really feel helpless though, please reach out to someone professional (accessible through the app), or perhaps a trusted friend or family member.
@@sophiaevidal I have nothings getting better
I’m struggling with the exact same thing. I feel like I did the unthinkable but you have to answer it like maybe maybe not and try your absolute best to move forward
@izabela’socd I can’t I just have a massive knot in my stomach etc. 24/7 and because I was intoxicated I feel even worse and even more likely that I done it, was you intoxicated when you feel like you done it?
@ Anonymous Mine is worse because I wasn’t intoxicated but I was suffering with ocd, intrusive thoughts and egodystonic feelings. I have a knot in my stomach too I feel sick and gross I feel like I should go to the police and confess everything. I’m telling you I know how you feel. And mine is to multiple people including children so imagine how that feels. You’re not alone in this ocd mess
@izabela’socd And I’ll never truly know the truth that’s awful
@izabela’socd It’s horrific isn’t it, is there any tips for how to carry on with life As I’m truly suffering
@izabela’socd Hope your okay
You have ocd give yourself some grace
I'm worried that I sexual assulted or r*ped my dog when I was 17 and I'm 18 now. This memory, has came up multiple and changes rapidly, it says that I was also saying very disturbing things to the dog, calling her good and weird disgusting things like that. I don't know if I can live with myself if this is true.
Hey guys I just wanted to talk about something I was feeling I feel so trapped and terrible I have a bad pornography addiction even back then idk what to do I'm 17 years old but basically I looked at some very obscure things on the Internet ranging from hentai or just even more messed up things when I was younger I think maybe early teens I remember randomly just started remembering things I saw now I do not remember if I acted on them or jerked off to them idk what to do I feel so ashamed trapped I feel like I can't enjoy life anymore for what I've done I been introduced to porn when I was young idk what to do I seem alot back then some memories pop certain ones I don't remember if I had pleasured myself to it it feels like I did I have so much shame if I did but idk what to do
Huge tw I’m so scared I’m a r*pist people have told me I am. I wanted to lose my virginity when I was 19 I felt embarrassed and ashamed I hadn’t. I decided to get drunk and find someone in a club to lose it to. I don’t remember much other than I was happy it was finally happening and remember thinking my plan had worked. I was told by friends that the other person was drunk and possibly on drugs. I must be a r*pist as I knew what I was doing and instigated it, I took advantage and used someone. I feel sick and don’t deserve to move on I can’t even apologies as it was a complete stranger what if they’re living with trauma because of me.
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