I woke up up from a nap today and as soon as I opened my eyes I was greeted with extreme feelings of sadness as if I wanted to to cry literally it was so heavy. Has any ever experienced that
Yes! So many times, especially when I'm very stressed, I wake up and feel like another person is sitting on my chest
@Lovely.Venus<3 I know it’s so heavy it’s like slowly being crushed by emotion
Yep…I’ve noticed it happens if I ever take a nap that’s longer than an hour. There’s actually a science to this! Sleeping for longer than twenty or so minutes enters your brain into REM sleep. REM sleep is where your brain begins to reorganize and sort memories while resting the body; however, this is UNDER the assumption that you are sleeping for the night. To wake up during REM sleep can upset that circadian rhythm and carry with it some side effects (usually extreme grogginess). Here’s the added caveat though—having mental illness I find only adds to this. Whenever I wake up, I’m not just groggy. I’m depressed and forlorn. I battle depression alongside my OCD, so I’m not surprised it happens, but it can be really overwhelming. During my worst depressive/OCD episodes, I will sometimes wake up with tears in my eyes. Naps are unfortunately not always beneficial for our minds. 😕
@Cinnamoroll I really appreciate that insight cinnamon wow I never new it had a lot to do with those factors I woke up up from a nap today 2x feels so sad like I wanted to cry I was so sad and doting my sleep I had feelings of uneasyness do you know this feelings thay are a nightmare mare this has been a challenging year emotionally I also suffer with ocd an derealization I thank you for your insight again
Yes
@Nica It’s a tough one right
Yeah I wake up and I'm like I can't believe this is my life and I just wanna cry
@gom It’s a tough one I know it all to well you get reminded of your state of mind but we will overcome this I promise I wish you well
I always wake up full of dread and fear. My anxiety is through the roof two seconds after I open my eyes. Someone on this app gave me a similar insight once I believe. But I think anxiety is just the urge to ruminate. About what? It probably doesn’t matter, as long as I can torture myself, as OCD loves. Does anyone else relate to this or agree maybe?
Hey everyone, I wanted to come on here today to just share this post because I’ve been struggling with this recently. I just wanna know if this is a common thing in relationship OCD. So last Friday me and my boyfriend had a conversation that was important, and my emotions were high and I got a little emotional about something he said and we had a long talk about it, the conversation went great and afterwards everything was okay. On Saturday I was so excited to see him after work and I was overflowing with feelings of happiness and excitement. Sunday was great and we stayed on FaceTime just enjoying the day together after he went home that morning, and then came Monday. I remember getting a thought like this, “What if I’m losing feelings for him and I’m just leading him on?” And even this thought, “I don’t really feel anything towards him right now, does that mean I fell out of love with him?” And then the anxiety came, I could literally feel myself breaking out in cold sweats and I could feel the pain in my chest after these thoughts crossed my mind. But what bothers me so much about this is on Saturday and Sunday I felt so content and happy with him and I was so happy and I didn’t have any anxiety whatsoever, and then Monday came, and I had those thoughts and I feel almost numb and I can’t feel anything else except the feelings of worry and fear and my anxiety has been at a all-time high and I keep feeling this pain of guilt and hurt in my chest and I just wanted to know if anyone else has experienced the same. Because personally one thing I hate is that one day I can be so happy and energetic and then the next day I can feel numb and feel absolutely nothing towards my boyfriend. I’m not sure if this can correlate with my menstrual cycle as well, but I’ve heard that that can also make your relationship OCD worse and cause you to feel differently about your partner. Just wanting to see if anyone has dealt with the same!
For 3 days I had a feeling that came up pretty often and I cant name it, I dont know what is it and the more i try to see what is it the more i feel worse. Usually letting feeling be and letting yourself experience it helps but not with this. I find myself feel grumpier, triggered and more angry. Its a mix of fear, but then i get angry too and I dont find letting myself experience it helpful cause I just stuck there. It feels like its in my chest and when it gets triggered it makes things hard to enjoy. I tried to be kind with myself and see what causes it but trying to be kind with myself triggers this annoying feeling and it just gets worse... i dont know what helps thats why i ask your help, if you ever experienced this... also i what i almlst forgot to mention, what is really important is that i became really sensitive to every thought, and any thought can trigger this feeling or any thought can trigger a negative feeling that will trigger this feeling. And honestly the "just accept it and let yourself feel what you feel" doesnt helps here cause i find myself really angry that i have to let myself feel the emotions that are triggered by these intrusive thoughts...
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