Sometimes I get to a point where I break down and I can’t keep pushing. Like my feelings overwhelm me so much and I don’t know if I can make it out. I get im just 17 but I feel like no one is validating me. I just want someone to listen
I read it all, every last word. It sounds like you’re under loads of real life stress at a young age. Have you tried to sit down and express your struggles with your mom on a vulernable level? I think what you’re feeling is valid - those are big stressors. I don’t know your mom, but as a mom, she might be utilizing tough love in a way that isn’t encouraging. She may be adding to a load you’re already struggling to carry and unaware of that. OCD will flare up in times of stress. 🩷
@AWAnonymous Thank you oh my gosh that just made me cry not sad cry but it felt really good for someone to listen and actually give me advice❤️
@user837479201847 You’re so welcome. It makes me feel good to help you, so we did eachother a service tonight.
@AWAnonymous ❤️❤️
@user837479201847 Just remember things that feel really big and daunting now will not feel that way forever.
I’m here to listen 💜
@AWAnonymous I’ve been going through a lot and i hold it in so i take it out on my mom and i always apologize but she says the disrespect gets out of hand and i turn 18 in two months and she’s planning on kicking me out. She said she has never made a savings account for me and i also don’t have contact with my dad. I work part time but that all goes to gas and my phone. My anxiety is so bad and i keep picturing myself like homeless on the side of the road. Aside from that…my moms alsways chosen guys and her friends over me and i feel like I’ve always been fighting for her validation she’s my only parent and recently she’s been saying she’s disappointed in me and she calls me a liar and that no one can trust me. She’s always put a lot of pressure on me but I just want her to be emotionally there but she says that’s not an excuse. And i feel like im depressed but i really am not even educated enough to know what that means. I just don’t have the energy to get out of bed and shower and i just don’t have any motivation to do anything for myself. I’m just trying to get out of the way from everyone so i can stop being such a burden. I just want to go away to make everyone’s life easier.
I went to live with my aunt to get a break from home and when I came back home everyone i live with wanted me to leave as soon as i got back
And my ocd and intrusive thoughts flare when i get overwhelmed and stress and i just don’t know how to navigate it. It just makes it 1000 x worse
Sorry that was a lot you don’t have to read all that thank you so much it just felt good to type everything out
If anyone’s willing to listen, I’m having a really tough day with Rocd and really need to vent but I don’t feel like I can talk to anyone I know because they don’t understand what it feels like
I have this strong yearning to tell my mother all my thoughts and what I go through on a daily basis but then I get scared of what she'll think of me or that she'll worry even more and feel like it's her fault. I just want someone to understand what im going through but whenever I even begin to explain my thoughts to my therapist, she doesn't really get it and today it feels like no one ever will. like I try to make my therapist understand and bless her heart, she's super compassionate and understands how much pain it causes me but beyond that, it still feels like im not able to fully convey it. I'm sure this is something many people can relate to, but still. I feel alone.
im so tired of trying to express my feeling and feeling so dumb. im so angry and my chest hurts from sadness and stress all the time with no one to talk to, this is so lonely. the only friend i had got annoyed with me and said maybe this is happening because i dont listen. i hate this so much and i gained so much weight from stress. i cant look pretty or happy if i tried.
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