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Anyone else feel like they’d rather have any other type of ocd than the one they currently have bc I swear I can handle anything other than this bs (if it even is ocd)
Anyone else feel like they’d rather have any other type of ocd than the one they currently have bc I swear I can handle anything other than this bs (if it even is ocd)
I wished this and the I experienced POCD and Harm OCD and was like, all of these suck! I think what helps is that at the end of the day it’s OCD, but dealing with SO OCD is freaking hard. You’re not alone!
@yessyess That’s true any OCD sucks so much it’s frustrating
Yeah who wants to make the trade? 😁
@Moha🍃 Literally!!!
Yes. I totally understand where you are coming from. You are not alone. I used to struggle with SOOCD and ROCD mainly. But now I'm struggling with existential OCD. It is so strange. I would give anything to not feel this way.
@ranchdoritos88 I can’t even imagine but I know we got this
Yes! Although I will say at least for me some themes do feel worse than others. I hate my ROCD and SOOCD I just want to be able to date like everyone else
@girlanon That’s how I feel
I thought this when i had suicidal ocd but now i have rocd and it feels just as bad
@Doot 🎺 I guess no matter which theme you have you’ll always be convinced. It’s so frustrating
@takingmylifeback Fr! Mine keeps switching just when i get a handle on one it goes back to the other to throw me off 💀 Like ill be really down bad about the rocd and then suicidal ocd comes in like oh no youre depressed lol, its like theyre working together
Does anyone struggle with feeling like their ocd issues are not ocd enough compared to other peoples ocd? Is this an ocd thought itself lol
My OCD has found new objects that I should be scared or worried about and I have this urge to hide them or throw them away. When I’m trying to watch tv I get really anxious that I’m trying to focus my attention elsewhere other than being in my own head, trying to sort my thoughts out & when I say I don’t want something I feel like I’m in denial. Does anyone else feel like this
Do you ever feel like you wonder if your ocd would be less if you were with someone else? Or would it be better if you were with someone else? I’m really upset because I used to be able to enjoy myself even with the anxiety and now it’s like i am just analyzing and I don’t have feelings and I’m irritated because there’s things that frustrate me about him that I don’t like and my brain says if I was with someone else I would be able to deal with those things better and that we just aren’t right for each other. And the thoughts that used to make me anxious about breaking up don’t like it’s really me that feels it. I know no relationship is perfect but it’s like my brain keeps saying with someone else I wouldn’t feel like this or I would but I’d be able to handle it better. It feels like I have to just start fresh with someone new cause the ocd got too into this to the point where I don’t feel or even know what’s real. It feels like fear and anxiety and just being so into this has just made me feel not into this anymore but idk if I’m thinking right. It’s also just warped the way I see him like I only see the negatives and my brain keeps saying you don’t feel this cause it’s wrong. And it’s depressing bc of how happy and safe I used to feel. I’m supposed to see him soon and it’s like I want to but also don’t because I feel like things have changed unless that’s just something I made in my head and cause I don’t feel the feelings I used to. But then I think I will just be this way with someone else but then my brain says otherwise and it’s so confusing. People keep telling me not to make decisions because I’m fogged but it feels like I’m not. Like my brain is manipulating me. And also like all the things I used to like I’ve somehow turned into like distaste which is so upsetting. I would like to think this is just ocd taking control and confusing me and distorting my perspective but I’m scared it’s not and that my feelings are gone. Has anyone experienced this but it was still ocd?
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