Do I even have OCD?

I am exactly like you on this one. If I ask my psychiatrist again though then it’s called an OCD compulsion. Reassurance seeking. I think I had OCD traits such as spending an entire day sometimes on a freaking text! Like off and on working on it until I felt I got it just right. However, that wasn’t life altering thing. It was annoying and I didn’t know why I did it but it’s apparently OCD thing. See I had 3 decades of treatment for Anxiety and Depression then got to another overwhelmed point. Got therapy and got diagnosed ADHD. I was put on medication to treat ADHD but I kept questioning it. Do I really have ADHD? I mean I won’t lie that if fits and I can look back and see where it fits but I guess found coping skills until they didn’t work anymore. I was truly obsessing over the ADHD thing. Like who did I get it from, I was interviewing family, taking notes etc. I had this “I had to know” deal and it was such an intense feeling. I was researching the hell out of it and asked the therapist many times if they were sure. I did find through my interviewing family that they several have big time OCD traits. My mom has always been called OCD. It was one of my brothers though that has a real clinical case. They took my family history then, my ruminating etc and I was told I had ADHD and OCD. Given Prozac, knocked me off that loop but honestly I think it was stimulants that gave me a clinical case of it. These are suppose to have overlapping symptoms though and I don’t know what the hell is what hardly anymore. I am just an overwhelmed can’t get my crap together mess.