I'm starting to believe that I might be attracted to my sister in laws son. I'm afraid that my fiance will leave me still. I don't like children. They don't turn me on. This is post three that I've made on this app. I've breaking down for three days now in fear that I will lose my fiance because of these thoughts. I don't know what to believe in anymore. He's my everything and I would never touch that boy. Or even want to have intercourse with him. But my Brian keeps telling me that I do. I'm scared

Try to avoid such thoughts just focus on your fiance

The best thing to do is not avoid. You should sit with these thoughts, and don’t do any compulsions like reassurance seeking, distraction, etc. You will feel high anxiety at first for a while, but the longer you sit with the thoughts and accept them as being ocd the better they get and the less importance your brain puts on them, this in the long term will reduce your anxiety. This is part of ERP.

Thank you. I have talked to my doctor and I will be seeking therapy soon. Then I will tell my fiance. How do I stop groinal sensation. I'm aroused when it happens. Most of the time I'm even thinking of anything and it happens. My thoughts are beginning to become so real to the point that I fear that I may be attracted to teenage boys 12-15 but its weired because I'm not aroused when. I'm near him and he's 11.

I'm not aroused. Or thinking of anything really when it happens *