pet abuse help

I was basically having a breakdown arguing with my family, I was in the phone and my cat kept coming towards my feet meowing and I got mad and used my foot to push her out the door but she kinda went far and she went meow:( I slammed the door and I feel so f-ing bad I feel like I hurt her and im an abuser :( ive never done anything like this. I pushed her really hard with my foot. I know I didn’t kick her but what if the push really did hurt her:( im crying so bad im supposed to go on vacation today I don’t want to leave her

Username: lbwocdlbwocd

Date posted: 28w ago

Just show her extra love today before you go. My cat I think can literally feel when I’m not in a good place and always is all over me when I’m having a moment and I’m also guilty of pushing her away. Abusers don’t see an issue with what they do to people or animals, you’re aware you made a mistake! OCD directly attacks your values, by the way you’re reacting and how much it bothers you that you feel like you “abused” your animal shows me that you are not that type of person.

Username: dee012dee012

Date posted: 28w ago

@lbwocd I know I just feel so bad:( she’s so tiny and kinda went fast out the door when I pushed her with my foot. I basically did like what u do if something is heavy on the floor and u use ur foot to move it. I held her and cried for like 5 minutes she looked like wtf is going on lol but I feel so bad

Username: DetectiveBesonDetectiveBeson

Date posted: 28w ago

I kinda experienced the same thing. I pushed my dog to hard when I was walking her because she kept on pulling on me just to bark at a dog. She wimperes and I couldn’t stop thinking about that for a month or two

Username: dee012dee012

Date posted: 28w ago

@DetectiveBeson i feel so terrible :( she seems fine obviously i just feel as though i betrayed her and hurt her

Username: Yeye123

Date posted: 1y ago

Harm ocd?? Past things.

I wanna cry, when I was a kid,like a toddler. 4-6 maybe. I used to do horrible things to my cat, I choked it twice.my bdother did too if I remember right, but still. Ik this isn’t false memory. I’m 100% sure I ddi this as a kid. But now looking back at it I’m like wtf??? But I’m scared because whenever I see animals hurt now or accidentally hurt my animal that thing pops up in my head again and I feel weird. I can’t explain the feeling but it bothers me so bad. I want to cry. I don’t like this, i rlly feel like I’m a bad person. Idek if this is ocd. What if I genuinely have mental problems???

Username: Anon>:

Date posted: 49w ago

Am I a bad person?

I know this might be bad but I used to have some serious cuteness aggression with my cat and I used to like be a little too much with my cat like tap her head repeatedly and sometimes lightly hit her. I would also kind of annoy her a lot when she was trying to rest. I never did anything out of malice. I just have issues with cuteness and I know that’s not an excuse. I just feel really bad now.. I don’t think she’s ever like been hurt or anything, just annoyed and aggravated. Do I deserve bad things now?

Username: dee012

Date posted: 31w ago

Pet ocd

was hugging my cat and she got annoyed and meowed and i got sad and thought how could anyone hurt any animals then i start getting thoughts like u want to hurt one u want to really hurt one even ur own cats and it made me scared but i have little anxiety it made me sad tho. when i was little i had kicked my dog and that came up in my memories and now im scared i will hurt my pets. when i was younger i was weird and i have memories spaced out of me doing weird/bad stuff that i would never do now but it makes my ocd worse. I hate this :(

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