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As a kid who was raised on early 2000’s devianart MAN do I relate to this 🤣🤣🤣☠️☠️☠️ You are not alone! No it’s not funny, I know, but the humor and absurdity of what I encountered as a kid helps me cope with it. It’s not your fault! Never was. Do not punish yourself for something you experienced as a child, a CHILD!!!!! If anything you were a victim of the internet and rising social media. Take care. ♥️

Nobody is out to get you. Nobody cares what you looked at. And the people who do care, dont have access to see whatever you saw. Don’t forget how demented it can get out there. The capacity for evil on the internet excesses both our exceptions. Whatever you looked at was not bad. It can get so much worse. Especially if it was a legal site.

Honestly yes I experience this. I am always afraid I will be cancelled for some mildly controversial opinion I expressed years ago, or that someone will connect the dots of all my anonymous profiles and see how messed up I am... writing this all out, it sounds illogical.

I have almost the same thing! I’m so scared the police are coming for me for my google searches even though I’ve never googled anything illegal. The hardest part is my logical mind can’t beat the ocd right now. Hope you’re doing well in your treatment!