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Please pray
Please pray that I can be happy without punishing myself and stay happy. I know that I’m not always going to be happy but I would love to stay happy when I do get happy
Please pray that I can be happy without punishing myself and stay happy. I know that I’m not always going to be happy but I would love to stay happy when I do get happy
you got this. just try to stay present in the moment and sit with your joy.
I'm sorry you're going through this! I will pray for you. Also feel free to message or reply with anything you are feeling right now ❤️I'm just a stranger but I'm so proud of you for surviving a 100% of your worst days, I know you got this and you should see it too xx
@Preena Hey, I know you don’t know me, but could I talk to you for some advice?
@JulioKelle Yes, feel free to say anything! OCD can be so so difficult to live with! ❤️
@Preena I’ve gotten over it, but my mind likes to slip in false memories that don’t make sense. Idk if you’ve ever experienced that
I don't mean to overstep but you mention praying and a verse that was shared to me was Joshua 1:9 "Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.” I get that way myself. I know that we can't be happy 24/7 but like someone said we have to do our best to be present and not let the OCD take that away from us.
@Beevs One of my favorite verses 🙏🏻
I know its scary, but if you can learn to stop punishing yourself, good things are to come! You've got this. Here's to your bright future :)💝 ✨
Amen, I’m in the same exact boat with you. We can get through this together🖤
Happiness as a continuation, is only in heaven. At earth, happiness and otherwise is just temporary. Do you know why? Because it is just a sampler for what is waiting in heaven for us. So enjoy the few moments of sample of happiness, and pray for the lasting happiness. Also, live through the tuff times, and pray that you will only will experience those samples. Pray to a loving Merciful God, and pray for me, as I will pray for you. I wish you happiness 😊
I hate sitting in my room with only me and my thoughts. I have lost my faith in the lord and can’t seem to get on with my life. I’m so stuck on everything and can’t seem to get better. I keep self harming and get to the point to where I see the second layer of my skin. It gets worse and worse each time I have suicidal thoughts. One of these days it’ll get so bad that well you can probably guess what I may do. I have been abused physically mentally and sexually in my past and it haunts me every single day of my life. Any time I try to talk to someone about my mental health they tell me I’m a waste of their time or that I need to talk to someone other than them. But all that does is make me keep it all bottled up and I can’t take it anymore. They say mental abuse is worse than physical and I can see why they say that. I just want a normal life so I don’t have to be depressed 24/7. It ruins my social life and it makes me loose my friends and family because of how distant I am. I just need help and please give me advice. Also sorry I’m not very good at explaining things.
Ill be honest, I want to write a letter if anything happens, if I loose this battle and put and end to it. But even if my thoughts keep coming, I try to keep my head up, stand up strong and look them at them for what they are, thoughts. I’m still scared, I still can’t go to sleep normally, but I feel a tiny bit of hope. I really hope my feeling is right, I really hope. Whathever happens, I’m still proud of myself, I’m still proud of my achievements, I am proud of me. Whathever happens, please don’t forget This message. Please, don’t forget me
I don't even know if I should put this here, but I have the greatest girlfriend in the whole world, and I love her very much, but my thoughts keep saying I'm going to hurt her, so I can hurt God and idk what to do, I feel so disgusted and idk what to do, and the worst part is why does some part of me just not even care idk what to do anymore, it's almost like I'm turning into this horrible person and idk what to do, I'm really not sure what to do. I have really been able to be happy I just feel like I don't deserve it and I want to care about people and God and I want to be a good person, but a part of me shuts off my caring nature and idk what to do, I'm really freaking out because it's like IDC and idk what to do I just feel so nasty and scared because why don't I feel like I care. Why does it feel like it's something I wanna do idk, what to do I'm really freaking worried. Also I don't want OCD but a part of me says I need it or I like these thoughts and idk what to do, as im writing this i just feel like laughing and idk what to do, i really judt want jesus to hug me and say everything will be alright, i am such a monster....
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