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My dogs died
I have harm OCD ,my dogs died,my OCD try to use what happened,to convince me or making me afraid,that I could do something bad that put me in jail or hospital
I have harm OCD ,my dogs died,my OCD try to use what happened,to convince me or making me afraid,that I could do something bad that put me in jail or hospital
I’m so sorry you lost your dogs. I recently lost my cat and it definitely turned my life around but it gets easier day by day. Just try to cherish the memories you made with your dogs! 💛 sending you love!!
Be my friend,if you want,if you feel comfortable
I’m so sorry you lost your dogs. I recently lost my cat and it definitely turned my life around but it gets easier day by day. Just try to cherish the memories you made with your dogs! 💛 sending you love!!
I do feel this a lot and I am so very sorry you lost your pup that’s very hard and that’s something that could be triggering your OCD more, when you get into a bad state of mind from a traumatic experience your mind tends to get alittle weak and your OCD takes its opportunity but it’s not true and you just need to keep chugging along. All of us who suffer from this creature of OCD will overcome it just out yourself in a safe place when you feel that way and read some of these posts it will help. We will be ok
Put*^^ yourself not out yourself😂 OCD doesn’t own you you own it so keep fighting your battle till it starts to go away because your stronger than OCD we all are we are going to get through this❤️I’m sorry about your doggy sending love and strength🤟
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Hey, I suffer from harm ocd and I feel as if it’s non stop everything I do everyday I believe I killed someone I believe it’s harm ocd and false memory but like today I went to the store and saw a older lady and my head thinks of images of me pushing them or killing then and right after that thought I feel as if I done it then the rest of the day I ruminate replaying everything. I know erp and I should just accept the thought and let it go but it’s not easy and I feel as if i really hurt or killed someone and I don’t want to go to jail for something I don’t want to do . Any tips would be appreciated I don’t know how to accept and move on when it feels so real that I did something!
i’ve already posted about this before but i keep thinking about it. i was sitting next to a dog and it was laying on its back laying face away from me. i kept getting intrusive thoughts about touching the dog inappropriately. and i was petting the dog to prove to myself that i wouldn’t. i remember i was leaning on the dog. then he kicked me with his back legs three times. i also was rotating my shoulder cause it pops and cracks when i do and i was trying to relieve it. i think i touched the dog and on purpose too, because thoughts were going through my head. after the dog kicked me i sat there for a second just pure panic and i ran to the bathroom, just crying non stop. i dont think i deserve to cry tho. i think my life is a over. the more i try to remember the more scary thoughts of what could’ve happened pop up. i’m just in denial and i want to be sent to a mental hospital.
About 2 months ago, I sliced my arm so deep in an attempt to make this all go away.. as there was blood spurting like everywhere my life flashed before my eyes and I could hear my parents laughing in the room beside me. I started screaming for help as my eyes flooded with tears. How could their little girl do that to herself?? I was able to get to the ER and have my arm stitched up.. making my attempt a fail. But I’m so scared. I don’t want to do something like that again. I’ve never seen my parents cry except for then. The fear in their eyes haunts me up to this day. But that’s the only thing that relieves my pain. Can someone help or relate to this ???
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