- Username
- recoverMe
- Date posted
- 6w ago
I had reached new lows, new obsessions
Yesterday I convinced myself that the station was going to explode and that I would be the reason for it. I was sat in the station inside my head with my head telling me every 30 minutes the place was going to explode. I was beyond distraught. I have never felt fear like this before, In reality I knew it wasn’t going to happen but in my head it felt beyond real. I was sat there thinking I was going to die there along side my partner and 100s of innocent people. I’m traumatised by the experience. Convincing yourself of stuff like this is beyond terrifying. What things have you convinced yourself of that are not real? Like I feel alone on this one and don’t understand how a diagnosis of OCD can cause such thoughts and will be asking my psychiatrist again that I don’t have schizophrenia or psychosis. Why does my head do this