- Username
- KelSul73
- Date posted
- 9w ago
Religious OCD
Hey I feel like I just have this evil like whirring feeling of anxiety and like “something bad is gonna happen” and feeling you’re going to do things against God or like you already have I guess?
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- AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 9w ago
Have felt this so much in the past!!!
- Username
- KelSul73KelSul73
- Date posted
- 9w ago
I’m glad I’m not the only one!
- Username
- SpecklesSpeckles
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 9w ago
I have this too 😔
- Username
- KelSul73KelSul73
- Date posted
- 9w ago
@Speckles I just have such a hard time because the more I ruminate about what’s real I find myself further from what I believe the truth is - if that makes sense?
- Username
- SpecklesSpeckles
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 9w ago
@KelSul73 I think I understand what you mean. I just feel like a horrible person bc of my thoughts and that I offended God.
- Username
- KelSul73KelSul73
- Date posted
- 9w ago
I totally get that- and not to invalidate your experience AT ALL- but please understand that SO many Christians with ocd have felt the EXACT SAME WAY! Including me! I know that makes me feel less alienated! I also remind myself of how many different perspectives there are in following God and what it seems that you’re feeling/thinking is more rules based religion type of Christianity- where as, after what I’ve been through with ocd, I want to pursue the emphasis of God in His Grace. I want to pursue the God I know that loves me as I am, exactly as I am- He knows every single thing about you and knows what your heart needs to heal
- Username
- KelSul73KelSul73
- Date posted
- 9w ago
Meanwhile, even with all of that- God is still pursuing YOU! He loves you THAT much- I need to re-parent myself in Christianity as well where I need to remind myself that my parents did the best with what they had at the time. I want to sit in with the most important things God tells us- not to make sure we follow these rules perfectly, but to know that Jesus lived a perfect life as the ultimate example because His Father knew we couldn’t. I also know that we after many biblical scholars have studied the Bible in various ways, a lot of people think that ocd (without this name at the time obviously) was very prevalent in many people in the Bible! This has a been a great suffering for CENTURIES and know that Jesus loved those people perfectly too
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- firefly512
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- jellyfish305
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- Username
- Anonymous
- Date posted
- 23w ago
Religion OCD
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