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@0cdsucks - Ohhhhh. Well, I'll tell you first, that this isn't your fault at all <3 Would you like me to explain it to you? If it will help, then I will do my best.

@0cdsucks - It isn't stupid at all. A first hand perspective can help a ton. You can research into a country, but you don't really know a ton about it unless you go there.

@0cdsucks - It scares you, I suspect, because your scared that you will do something you don't want to. Remember, I have this too. <3

@0cdsucks - I understand. The difference between them and you though, is that you have that hesitancy and the morals. Even though you have those scary intrusive thoughts, they are just intrusive. Try not to give them any weight. It's extremely hard, but please try. <3

@0cdsucks - Exactly, mistakes.

@0cdsucks - Hun. Give me a good reason why you shouldn't.

@SavageGirl - Because you have intrusive thoughts? Because you get scared? Because you're human and make mistakes? Because of your past? Because of other people's bullshit judgements and words?

@0cdsucks - And?

@0cdsucks - You wanna know something?? I don't give a fuck what you've done in the past, I will be brutally honest. I care about you, yes. You're hurting right now, so why would I hate you?

@SavageGirl - You deserve to live and I don't care what another person on this planet says. You made mistakes in the past, so have I. You learn and grow

@0cdsucks - Don't ever say that you aren't worthy of life. If that were true, based off of all of my issues, I would be less deserving than you.

@0cdsucks - See. You just admitted you'e worthy of living. <3 I'm happy I've helped.