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Sorry if i'm reassuring, but there's a reason drunk people can't make decisions or do important things like driving/consent. When you're drunk you're not in your five senses, drunk people do goofy things all the time, i've even seen people get aggressive or angry, when in reality you know that's not their true personality. And even if you were more conscious, the thing about attention is not the same as attraction, that can be a sign that you have bad self-esteem or you're emotionally unable and that you want attention in general, not that you have the motivation to have a relationship with someone. I would say don't judge yourself for thoughts or things you've said while you've been drunk, or dreaming, both are those states in which you don't have full consciousness. I would rather be happy that you were my friend, because if you care so much about this joke it means that you are a great friend.

We’ve all done regretful things, it’s part of being human. It can be turned into a learning lesson though! For example, if you have to hide what you’re doing from your friend- then you know it’s bad to do and you wouldn’t like a girl trying to get attention from your bf, even if it’s not full on flirting. So these behaviors should be changed going forward and then you will no longer have that guilt on your conscience for a future event because your intentions will be pure ❤️Crushing on ppl is so normal- even crushes on ppl in relationships because ppl don’t suddenly become unattractive when they get a partner. But the only issue is you’re not supposed to act on those crushes by seeking attention or flirtation by someone that’s already taken. Your friends will notice over time and that will mess up your friendships. It’s best to respect relationships and leave her bf alone- just keep the interactions short since you have temptation