Anonymous
- Date posted
- 21w
Idk if I think my intrusive thoughts
I been dealing with intrusive to the point it feels like I think them idk what to do I feel like a monster.
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- Therapist
- Date posted
- 21w
Why would anyone be a monster about a thought? Do you think people who write horror films are monsters? Or scary novels? Or murder mystery games? What makes you a monster and not them? Or, do we all have thoughts and that is just the way it is? I go with option two there. If you need help managing the thoughts you are experiencing, then please reach out to us at NOCD and let us help you learn how to live with them instead of fear them.
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 21w
Ty man I need it I need help I really do
Anony1314Anony1314
- Date posted
- 21w
You are going to be okay and are okay friend. This is all OCD. It's not you.
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 21w
What if I do think these things idk what to do it feels like I thought these things Intentionally that I did inteny
Anony1314Anony1314
- Date posted
- 21w
@Anonymous You are a good person. You are so worried you are going to hurt someone or these thoughts will somehow hurt someone. I trust me, it's all OCD
Anony1314Anony1314
- Date posted
- 21w
@Anonymous I'm sorry you are going through this. I'm struggling too and I can't seem to get past it.
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 21w
@Anony1314 U have the same problem
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 21w
@Anony1314 I'm glad I'm not alone I feel so trapped and scared I'm thinking these things
Anony1314Anony1314
- Date posted
- 21w
@Anonymous Yes have you seen my post?
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 21w
No
Anony1314Anony1314
- Date posted
- 21w
@Anonymous Well it's scary
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 21w
@Anony1314 I'm glad I have someone to relate to I felt so lonely
Anony1314Anony1314
- Date posted
- 21w
@Anonymous You are definitely not alone my friend. Can you go and see if you can find my post or want me to comment it here?
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 21w
@Anony1314 Can you comment it here
Anony1314Anony1314
- Date posted
- 21w
@Anonymous I responded friend
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 21w
@Anony1314 I dont see it
Anony1314Anony1314
- Date posted
- 21w
@Anonymous Let me know and I'll try to comment it here
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 21w
@Anony1314 Comment it
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 21w
@Anony1314 No I understand how it how you feel but I was in the past we have to try to forget about it it is easier said than done but I know you didn't mean it that way it's just our head making it seem like that and it's very hard to control it just kind of just feels like you just like think whatever like it feels like you can't control your thoughts basically but it feels like I intentionally think these bad things mom just glad we're in the same boat and I hope together will defeat this
Anony1314Anony1314
- Date posted
- 21w
@Anonymous Thank you friend. I haven't done anything to hurt my child? I moved my elbow because of the thought. It played out as I wrote it, but I'm still okay, right?
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 21w
Yeah you will be okay it'll get better over time just got to Hope everything will be better and it will be I Believe in Us
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