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- 5y ago
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- 5y ago
Use the printer! Dont let yourself avoid it....it will only make it worse. You will feel a spike in anxiety...but do NOT avoid the printer.
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I have used it, but I feel so dirty and disgusting now. I wanted to buy some new clothes later but I feel if I don’t go home and shower first I will contaminate the new clothes too!
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Okay went straight to town and bought some new stuff to wear I went straight from work. I have washed my hands loads today but I was tempted to wash them again before I left the work building and avoid touching my phone until after buying stuff because I see my phone as contaminated by putting it on my desk through the day I didn’t wash them I just left and I had my phone in my hand I also ended up walking past some grubby looking man, some unidentifiable liquid on the floor and also served by someone I’d rather not be ha But I managed it. And I bought a bottle of water and unscrewed the top without washing Baby steps haha
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- 5y ago
That's awesome!!! Good job, I know it wasn't easy!
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- 5y ago
I am so proud of you. I know that must have been hard. I have been trying to resist compulsions recently too, but unfortunately you have to let the anxiety consume you before you feel better. You're doing all the right things keep up the good work!!!
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@EMMaaaa Thankyou! I did just slip up and antibacterial wipe my phone but I’m trying to gradually reduce everything. Small progress
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- 5y ago
@uwotm8 Yes it's okay I slipped up today too and carried out some of my compulsions but reduced them significantly for the past couple days. Be sure to accept your set backs and appreciate your victories, no matter how small ? you're doing great
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@EMMaaaa I did just eat some pizza without washing my hands after using my phone so I got that st least!! It’s not instant for anyone I guess ? I’m quite happy with myself!!
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@uwotm8 You should be!!!! Every time you choose not to do your compulsion you're making amazing progress! It can be hard so expect some setbacks but it's totally normal ?
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Also do NOT shower as soon as you get home,or buy new clothes. I used to throw clothes away too when I felt like they were contaminated. Imagine if everyone threw their clothes away! All that money wasted. You need to sit with the anxiety. This is a good opportunity for exposure response Therapy. You will feel intense anxiety....but eventually it will fade. Could take a minute...could take the rest of your evening.
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Ohh no not for that reason, I’m going away in a week and need new clothes but the clothes I’m currently wearing that I associate with work and contamination I’ll be wearing while I buy the new ones then I will perceive them to be contaminated too ?
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But yes I understand
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@uwotm8 I know what you mean lol...definitely wear your "contaminated" clothes when you buy your new ones!!!!??
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@painintheocd Okay thanks for the support!! I’ll post here later when I do it then ?
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You got this!
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Use the printer, and do your absolute best to avoid performing compulsions. It's hard, I know. You can do it!
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Okay Thankyou, I have already done many compulsions today sadly but I’m making a note in a notebook so I can learn to reduce them and break the cycle
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Just remember to breathe...
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- 5y ago
I can relate to this. Similar things happen to me but Even sitting with anxiety it does not go way. For example. Blood is my trigger. I saw blood on the floor and I know I didn’t step on it but I have sat with the anxiety for almost a year now and I can still not wear my shoe. Same thing happened last week and I wanna throw away my shoe so bad. I know even if I don’t do that it will last many months without the anxiety and contaminated feeling going away. They say erp helps by letting you sit with the anxiety but I sit with it everyday and it doesn’t help even one year later. Any tips?
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- 24w ago
Help me! I acted on a compulsion and now I feel like want to keep doing it. I’m scared. I had been doing okay for these past two days but idk. What should I do?
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- OCD Conqueror
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- 17w ago
Does anyone imagine they are doing their harm thoughts during an action, making you feel like you acted on your thoughts? For example, someone gave me a hug and at the last second I imagined I was touching something I shouldn’t during the hug? I want to make it clear it’s something I have zero desire to do! But the problem is, I thought it on purpose and it makes me sick !! Obviously nothing happened but my mind is telling me that was me trying to do it. Even though it was physically impossible to do. Am I a monster or could this be OCD? I’m freaking out and don’t want to be here anymore. I feel like I’m the exception and that this isn’t OCD. I know I post about this stuff a lot but I’m struggling and don’t know what to do.
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- 15w ago
so i was on instagram and it came up with other signs of ocd then someone commented this doesn’t mean you have ocd now im stressed that its not ocd background - i had so-ocd for a few years then got treatment for it but am now on the waiting list for further treatment for other stuff but i dont have another theme which makes me feel like its not ocd my day to day life consists of touching the door handle every time you go past it or someone will die, and inability to send emails without re reading loads of times and getting other people to check because im scared i wrote something bad but the what if it’s not ocd thought is triggering me now and i don’t know what do
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