i’m scared i’m. horrible person

This is my biggest concern nowadays too. I would suggest just trying to be okay with the uncertainty of knowing whether or not you're a good person. Maybe you are, maybe you aren't. Trust me, I know this is very hard. It's the whole reason I'm back and have scheduled a session.

You're not alone in this :( I worry about things that happened 10+ years ago lol. We can't go back and change anything, but we're in control of our present. Maybe we're the worst person on planet Earth, maybe we're not, but in this moment, I'm going to choose to believe that we are capable and deserving of good things! 🤍 Which, you are! You deserve love, happiness, compassion, and everything else good in the world! Don't let OCD convince you otherwise. Acknowledge the intrusive thoughts, but don't engage with them. It'll pass, eventually, and until then? Offer yourself the same compassion you would offer to others.

Same :(

this has been my biggest theme lately. i can’t stop thinking about regrets and mistakes and they take up all my time and energy. it’s so hard to enjoy things when i feel like im not worthy of enjoying anything. but im slowly recognizing that every single person has regrets and mistakes. just with people like us it is so much harder to accept that for ourselves. we all grow and learn and im sure you are a wonderful person :)