Idontknow

Date posted: 7d

Inappropriate behavior?

18+ Help now I actually feel like a p and I feel upset because why would I laugh I had a conversation with my brother we were being silly I said he was Tarzan long lost brother then made a comment saying he’s probably going to peel the banana with his feet I looked at him in the eyes I felt like he thought I was being inappropriate his friend wanted to tell me jokes and joked about deez nutz or my brother going to his nutz I think he made inappropriate jokes and I laughed like nothing

Anonymous

Date posted: 6d

Well, I believe that if your brother is the type of person who would be honest with you. He would have told you if the joke was inappropriate. Also, if you feel uncomfortable with your brother and his friends' jokes, be honest. But don't feel bad for laughing during an awkward situation. It is a response that many people have because their minds and emotions are trying to make sense of the problem.

Idontknow

Date posted: 6d

@Anonymous I feel like garbage I feel like I said something bad like in the moment I don’t care if I said something inappropriate I don’t know how to explain it like certain words for example if it’s inappropriate I would feel good about the fact that I’m exposing him to that word

sunshine25

Date posted: 6d

Sometimes we get stuck trying to assign meaning to simple, meaningless moments. I do all the time, similar to what you're explaining here. We're stronger than this, aren't we?

Idontknow

Date posted: 5d

@sunshine25 I feel like I did something really bad when I woke up in my sleep 😞

sunshine25

Date posted: 4d

@Idontknow Hi. Something you did while you were sleeping? To someone else?

Idontknow

Date posted: 4d

@sunshine25 Yes

sunshine25

Date posted: 4d

@Idontknow Are you ok today? Did you have a good Christmas? (If you celebrate)

Idontknow

Date posted: 3d

@sunshine25 Yes, I’m better today thank you! My Christmas was good, I hope yours was too!

sunshine25

Date posted: 2d

@Idontknow It was ok. Always triggering seeing some family members at the holidays.

Idontknow

Date posted: Yesterday

@sunshine25 I understand that very much :( I hope you’re doing well now?

sunshine25

Date posted: Yesterday

@Idontknow Thank you for this, I don't think anyone understands. 💕 I'm back home so yeah today has been better. How about you?

sunshine25

Date posted: Yesterday

@Idontknow Do you feel much more triggered up to and during your period?

Idontknow

Date posted: Yesterday

@sunshine25 I feel like garbage because I passed by a teen and my hand was next to him and I passed by him I was going to move my hand but I didn’t and I felt like grabbing his hand I like when I’m on my period because I feel like the pad is a safety thing I’m not sure how to explain it…I get triggered during ovulation more :(

Idontknow

Date posted: Yesterday

@sunshine25 I hope your new years is better!

sunshine25

Date posted: 19h

@Idontknow So, what seemed like the urge to, may have just been a passing thought that can be ignored. And the fact that you didn't is more important, that shows who you really are. :-)

sunshine25

Date posted: 19h

@Idontknow For me, it's what I did in my teen years and some things in college that I can't get past, years later I'm still haunted. Can I not be my past? Is it possible?

Idontknow

Date posted: 12h

@sunshine25 I still feel upset over it because I literally didn’t move my hand and I felt like touching his hand or I think I put my hand to the side on purpose Are you comfortable sharing about your past?

sunshine25

Date posted: 8h

@Idontknow I'm trying to be comfortable with it. It's like I tucked it away as I was busy beginning life and getting out on my own, but it's like I'm stuck in those moments in my head, replaying, reliving. There's days it just doesn't shut up. Lol.

Anonymous

Date posted: Yesterday

They're just kids. I've been in a similar situation; they're silly, making inappropriate sexual jokes. But you should have told them it was inappropriate to joke like that so they'd know their limits. Don't worry about it; they're just kids. What happened to you? Did you see a doctor? You told me you were going to, but I'd like to know what happened.

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