- Username
- Gimmeabreak
- Date posted
- 6y ago
Wow i had this one too. These posts are so relatable and make me realize there are so many more symptoms in my past that I never associated with OCD but make perfect sense now.
This was my fear in high school and dissipated as I got older. The event that actually really brought out my OCD was after I hooked up with a guy (not sex) and feared I could get pregnant if something got on me. I would take pregnancy tests and everything. It was awful. It’s Contamination OCD. Sorry you’re going through this. It sucks because I’m sure you just want to enjoy time spent with your boyfriend without the constant worry.
@shishi I do the same, I look back at things I’ve done in the past and just now realize it’s OCD. It makes me sad because not many people understand what OCD is until it progresses to a point where it’s causing trouble. I just think now how if we were more familiar with what OCD was (awareness) we could nip it in the bud before it progresses to a point where we’re having trouble functioning. Ya know?
That’s a common one.
I had this one for a long time, but a little modified. I am a guy, so my fear was always getting someone pregnant, even though I was not sexually active.
I used to have that when I was younger
my sister had this as well. Are you doing erp?
@calmriver I am not currently
@ashleyLM yes seriously. I just wish my family knew the implications of OCD so maybe they wouldn’t have constantly judged/interrogated me for always looking or acting guilty, avoiding triggering situations, calling me a hypochondriac, rushing me to make decisions.... so many more things could have helped but I just have to realize that it’s somehow made me stronger.
Contamination ocd is awful. I have a deep fear of sperm being everywhere! I’m so so so so scared and terrified that I’ll touch something/someone with sperm on it/them and then masterbate/finger myself or wipe after using the bathroom and get pregnant. I’m terrified to touch anything in stores, doctor offices, ect because of that very reason. I’m terrified to touch anywhere near my vagina, terrified I’ll have sperm on my hands from touching something and get pregnant I feel like giving up. I can’t be happy anymore because of this.
I have been struggling with OCD for as long as I can remember and I have lost count of how many therapists I have been to. But the main one that has really stuck with me is contamination OCD. but it branches off like if there is a red smudge on paper or somewhere I’ll automatically think it’s blood and have immediate anxiety. But the OCD fear that I have allowed to control my life is the fear of getting pregnant from someone not washing their hands after going to the bathroom or if they did (who knows what) and didn’t wash their hands or shower, or even if they touch their phone (since nowadays we all have ours connected to us at all times)or something before washing their hands and then the sperm could of transferred onto that or anything and then they touch something that I then touch and then if I got pregnant (or even the thought of those “germs/sperm” being on my body at all) my boyfriend would breakup with me and we have been together for over 5 years and I love him with my whole heart so my fear is loosing him. Now I know it’s pretty much impossible to get pregnant like that but my OCD brain is saying well what if it happens to you and your the first person ever. So I literally don’t touch anything after anyone or at least directly without washing my hands right after. I was my hands probably at least 50 times a day and use Lysol wipes on EVERYTHING! I have sanitized my phone 3 times already today. I am in therapy but I feel like talking to others who also suffer and can relate helps too I know this is a strange OCD fear, I guess I’m wondering if anyone has ever had this fear as well?
Ever since the pandemic I have had this fear of germs. However this fear then turned into being scared of sperm. Germs were not the problem anymore. For the past two years I have been battling with my mind trying to convince myself that it’s impossible to get pregnant from surfaces, from the toilet, from chairs in public. I have this irrational fear that I might somehow get sperm on me and then that will somehow get onto my underwear and then I get pregnant which Ofcourse will be a cryptic pregnancy, so I won’t know until I am actually giving birth. Unfortunately, I have these thoughts about every male I come into contact with, whether that is brushing up against them on the bus, or the train or them being the cashier at the supermarket. I can spend hours cleaning my phone and my glasses just in case. However when I’m actually having intercourse, the fear of getting pregnant doesn’t even cross my mind and doesn’t worry me even a little bit as I’m on contraception. But what worries me is if I touch a door handle which was dirty with sperm and then getting pregnant by a complete stranger. Does anyone else have this type of OCD?
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