- Date posted
- Yesterday
Whyyy????
For the ones who have spiritual OCD what do you guys think about instead of disappointing God. I believe in God and Jesus Christ I really think I do. And with that people say to put God first. How do I do that with this subtype of OCD, how do I do this without suffering? I’m constantly checking myself to see if I’m doing something that goes against Gods will and it’s exhausting. And honestly the idea of repenting for your sins triggers be oddly? Repenting the way it’s explained is come to him and ask for forgiveness, but then that is also always checking yourself and adding on the spiral. It doesn’t help my anxiety when I think of God. But then I don’t want to give up on God because I know he is love and he is the only way I can have a peaceful afterlife. And also I don’t think I believe in everything in the bible because something’s seem so hateful for it all to be Gods word but to others if I don’t believe it’s Gods word I’m not a real believer. Guys I’m literally at my lowest point right now