will depression, anxiety OCD and other things i got goin on will be gone completely after i heal?

oh okay. i wish i was normal and never had none of this going on

cause its doesn’t really be all that bad unless im around a bad environment(family) which that what im currently around when i leave from them i feel a big relief and good , they get mad if nobody doesnt want to be around them , they too toxic and evil im 25 going on 26 i feel like im being control demanded and stuck sometimes i cant even go no where to enjoy myself cause they want me to sit in the house all day and do everything in the house while there’s other people in the same house can help out but they always depending on me and if i give them the answer” no” they get very mad at me and start confusing making up to stuff to start drama.. i miss a few jobs opportunities i had an orientation i couldnt even go to that and my doctor appointments like checkups, and from being sick and even to talk to my counselor its like they trying to stop me from reaching out for help and taking care of my health they get mad at that to they be saying that im not sick or depressed and that if i wanted to kill myself i would have been did it they said that i dont have no mental illness they laugh at me when i tell them im feeling weak and under distress i lost my father they made lies of him after he pass away and i didnt have no support from them sometimes they make fun of me calling me slow and broke and never apologize but always trying to give me money after something bad happen like to try to keep me from reporting them. i was abuse and torture by my aunte when i was a child, sometimes i wake out my sleep shaking and couldnt barely breathe from bad dreams about me gettin abuse and fuss at and whats currently going on now and i end up using the bathroom in my clothes and i woke up one morning i dont even remember how did i get in my greatgrandma room but i was just standing and everything disappeared and appeared back i went to the emergency room and they said they cant seem to find whats wrong ..i just want to move far away from them but i dont think they will let me :”-(

@Takeya Beard I'm so so so sorry to hear what you've suffered. You deserve to live a happy and fulfilled life. Things will get better. Therapy will help you.

@Daffodil i hope so cause this been goin on for a long time and thank you

i be trying to get the help i need but i feel afriad cause of my family always getting mad when im depressed and feeling like i want to end my life cause of them i dont want to be around them anymore they dont care about me or support and i feel like i will not be able to distant self from them.. i talk to my counselor about it before and one of the nurses thats works there with her , was saying that they was going to report it if it keeps going on and it is.and i just kept thinking worrying about if i tell them again my family might try to stop them from reporting and get away with it and ima have to deal with them for the rest of my life :”(

im not sure what kind of OCD i have i went to the emergency room the beginning of the year around january 12 i went there to get help cause i wanted to end my life cause of family they not supportive or caring and are very evil people. as a counselor came in she told me she doesnt feel safe of me going back home to them after i told her everything what happen cause thats how evil my family is but she started asking me more questions like about my self and i told her that i hate a messy dirty place, room, bathroom, kitchen and etc. and i hate when people move my stuff out of place where i have everything neat and organized including my clothing, shoes. i like to stay in the bathroom a little longer when showering making sure i clean myself good and flossing and brushing my teeth because i hate when food get stuck between my teeth and stains on them thats why i barely eat i drink smoothies, protein shakes and juices like plain crandberry juice with no sugar or cocktail, and water and if i do eat, it have to be some type of food that dont get stuck too much in my teeth like grits , spaghetti, afredo, and then i turn around floss and brush my teeth and dont eat for days/sometimes weeks and they get at me for that and the counselor explain everything to my mom about me having OCD , she didnt seem like she wasnt trying to hear it , my mom got mad at me and start making faces and making fun of me to even when i dont realize my mouth be moving around twitching until she say something and sometimes my baby brother and other people in the house finds it funny of me repeating folding my rag after i dry off my face and even when im brushing my teeth if i get toothpaste around my mouth and washing my hands and cutting my phone screen on and off and switching to different apps and sometimes i dont be remembering doing all of that