- Date posted
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I hate OCD
Saw a post that was really weird and so I reported it and before then a weird joke about someone's with a weird image and then I saw pictures of a celebrity and looked at them closer and accidentally looked at them inappropriately even though they're obviously an adult. Everytime I see a conventionally attractive adult I have to look closer and for longer and then my OCD freaks out about it. I'm scared I made it seem creepier in previous notes by not specifying that the celebrities are adults even though they obviously are. Was looking at someone calling out someone for being creepy and did a double take and realised you could see someone's butt in a bikini in one of the images and I'm scared it's inappropriate and I'm just so terrified I saw something bad and my OCD is messing with me about it in every possible way and I feel like I need to know if it's something bad but I just don't, I found one thing saying the person was born in 1990 so they would've been an adult but what if it's wrong? Saw they were showing Akira at the Vue and have heard good things but when I looked it up on BBFC it had some pretty dark themes and when I googled the characters ages they were all teenagers and I'm scared it's really bad but OCD is trying to tell me I still want to watch it even though I don't. There's a gymnast episode in this show I'm watching and I accidentally looked at someone inappropriately and then had an intrusive thought describing it and I hate it so much. People are saying an outfit a popstar was wearing was infantilising and I remember thinking the outfit looks weird but the infantilisation thing never occured to me and I'm scared because I like the popstar's music and my OCD latches onto conventionally attractive women (Even though I don't feel attraction) and they mentioned another popstar also wearing infantilising outfits which again never occured to me (But I also don't think that one's true from what I've seen) Had an intrusive thought pop into my head that was like anticipating a punchline Saw another disgusting human being doing something truly evil, I reported them and another person who while calling them out, still posted censored versions of the things they did as evidence whicb is really misguided and disgusting.