OMG I was watching an old Oprah and how this wife and husband ended up being gay and lesbiwn and how she knew but she didn’t know and how she was boy crazy in high school and I’m scared now because of my past am I

What people mean when they "know but they didn't know" regarding sexuality is that they pushed themselves into an identity simply to fit in, but they knew that they were pushing themselves and struggling. With LGBT people, the only thing keeping them in the closet is social stigma. Unless you feel a kathunk in your heart and melt around a pretty girl and think about her on top of you, you're not gay. It's as simple as that. And if you are, it doesn't make a difference really. You can still be in a relationship with who you want.

Must’ve been bi then

Are you worried you might be possibly gay? First off, there's nothing wrong with you if you are, and it's perfectly normal. My weird journey with sexuality caused me lots of grief since I was thoroughly obsessed with the idea that I might be possibly gay or straight. And it turned out, I was neither. And once I relaxed myself and gave myself the reassurance that it's okay to express my sexuality on an individual basis rather than a wide swath basis, it stopped being an issue for me. And I was finally able to let myself be, and I came to the conclusion that I was pansexual. Bisexual was a term I heard as a kid, and I didn't particularly identify with it because I thought it was something edgy people put on their MySpace profiles. And even if you are bisexual or pansexual, just think about it this way. You have a lot more people to pick from in being actually interested, and you can chuck out the bad apples.

I like woman a lot but the devil says I’m gay but I am attracted to woman and I am a man