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OCD worries.
18+ only OCD making me check my photos again for no reason and got triggered by random photos of someone I used to be friends with in a judo gi and jeans and wearing the hat they always wore and they'd be 17 in the photos and of course there's nothing inappropriate in the slightest but I feel like I should delete it and saw more photos with me and friends and will delete them and they're not at all bad of course, just like a photo of me at the gym with some friends or at the kebab shop or the judo thing. OCD twisting me making a Baldur's Gate character with hair like Rogue from X Men and I'm so scared it's inappropriate even though I'm fairly certain I barely played the character and maybe didn't even create them and I think I just liked the hair style. Had to delete normal drawing of Batman and Robin because I'm scared the artist is a bad person. Had to delete tweet screenshot I thought was funny because I think the person's bad. Had Hal Jordan Green Lantern transformation thing in videos and remember someone making a joke about it looking like a magical girl transformation and scared it's a bad reference and need to delete it. Triggered by Olivia Rodrigo with a penguin in my photos and I only saved it because the penguins cute so I cut/cropped her out of it. Worried about someone's pfp in screenshot of joke tweet and zoomed in and it's fine, just some random character with big arms. Happened again and I zoomed in and it's just a tweet about a cat appearing when they made lasagne with someone quote tweeting it with "He's real!" but I'm really scared they're a bad person and they're pfp is just the face of some random character and I need to delete it to be safe. Had to delete joke screenshot of tweet talking about The Thing's... thing. Got really scared someone's Spider-Man pfp with anime character is bad and deleted it to be safe even though it's entirely fine. Scared about someone's pfp in screenshot of cat just sitting in the microwave and it's just of character smoking cigarette and like I need to delete it to be safe. OCD being weird about stick figure joke drawing of I think n*ked woman friend sent me on Instagram and trying to say it's bad. Triggered by comic panel of Bruce Wayne as a kid and then Dick Grayson as a kid and juxtaposing Alfred's reaction to them both saying they're all alone now and was peeing or had just finished peeing and was trying to poop and OCD's messing with. OCD putting sh*t in my head. Triggered by DM's I sent someone about someone they followed being horrific and them being really mean and awful in response and then I started to doubt myself and even f*cking apologised to them before coming to my senses. Triggered by screenshots I took of someone I thought was safe to prove to myself that they said things that would've made me think exactly that so OCD couldn't mess with me and I keep saying stop it to OCD being awful. Wondering if I'm overreacting about the people's pfp's because they're all normal but just scared they're bad people because they're drawn/animated and assuming the worst about them.