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- Fin1234!
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- 4y ago
Never give up my friend You deserve an amazing life for everything you've been through
Thanks! this group has been my best support so far
Never it's too late to go and live ,because living with OCD and not knowing it's ocd is a freaking nightmare,it's not a life ,so come on and trust in your therapist
I’m soo glad to hear that you are finally with an OCD specialist!!! It sounds like those previous counselors just made things so much worse :( but you are FINALLY in the right spot and that’s so exciting. I had very similar feelings to you when I started OCD therapy. I thought it would work for everyone else, but that it could never work for me. I’m really excited for you because I know this will help you! ps I also have POCD and I can’t imagine how hard it would be for me to have counselors treat me the way your previous ones treated you ? I’m so sorry you went through that.
It’s so hard because you finally feel brave enough to tell someone what’s been bothering you and that’s the response you get that it’s something fundamentally wrong with who you are how you’ve lived your live or how what happened to you as a child. And of course I started believing it and now I put down every aspect of my life and pick at where this could be coming from. I just feel I need so much more support and once a week isn’t going to be enough with the OCD therapist.
Can I private message you or is that not aloud on here?
No, I don’t think there’s a way to private message. Maybe with the therapist and with using this app to talk to other people who have POCD, that’ll be good support! Some counselors also do twice weekly sessions, because yours could offer that? Yeah that must’ve really messed with your head. It’s SO frustrating how many “mental health professionals” just make OCD worse because they don’t understand it!
*maybe yours could offer that
Yeah I think my OCD is telling me don’t trust this therapist either because I’ve been down so many unhelpful roads with the other ones. I just want some sort of life back!
That sounds really difficult ? OCD sucks. I really think this one will be different for you!!
POCD TW. Need some help. Hey guys! I hope everyone is doing well as of lately. I’ve been doing ~decent~ better than I was say 4-5 months ago. Due to the Lexapro I’ve been on it’s definitely made a dent. But everyday is still a struggle. Lately I feel as if I’m faking all of my POCD. Everything started with one particular child. I don’t know exactly what, but it started to make me feel like I had feelings or something like that. I hated it. I’ve been an anxious mess since. The thing that’s bothering me is I don’t see much online about people’s OCD particularly targeting one person. I also have it about other children in general. But it’s heavily influenced by one. There is an hour that goes by that I’m not thinking something about the child, sexual or not sexual it can just be general things. My thoughts tell me I want to be around this child, they tell me to walk by her so she will notice me. I hate this and want this to end. I want to go back to myself in September when I was going on dates with girls my age, and thinking about that. I would NEVER hurt a child. Never wanted too. I just need support. I went to a OCD specialist back in January who told me she definitely thought I had OCD. I haven’t been able to go back because of my work schedule. But I want too. I just want to feel normal. Can anyone relate? Idk. I’m just depressed again.
I’m feeling very scared and alone lately I’ve been trying to work through POCD and have spoken to a therapist about it but he keeps telling me it’s my inner child. I don’t think this is working and just making me feel worse. I have made an appointment with an OCD specialist and just hope this is a better approach because considering these thoughts are my inner child is bringing up even more trauma and making me feel like I’m completely messed up. It just feels like I will never get over this.
I’m so tired of constantly being in my own head. It’s so hard to explain to the people I love/ love me. I have pocd it started 2 years ago randomly when I was a live-in nanny. I literally got up and left one day. The person I worked for thought I was selfish for leaving but I couldn’t tell her I thought I was protecting her children. From then on I’ve had this parasite (aka ocd). I have hope that things will get better one day but it affects my everyday life and my relationships. I’m scared it’s going to be why me and my boyfriend break up. Which is terrifying because I love him. He knows about the pocd and still supports me. It’s hard to have intrusive sexual thoughts about kids. It gives me immense anxiety and depression. And now after 2 years of torture it’s starting to affect my relationship with my significant other. After 6 months of being with my boyfriend the thought “what if he reminds me of a young person and that’s why I like him?” popped up two days ago. Now I’ve been stressing ever since. I want to be free of this worry in my mind. I just want to feel free in general. I feel so awful everyday. Can anyone relate?
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