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I've struggled to work, because the routine was very demanding on my very bad mental health at the time. And now I'm getting to the end of my degree, I fear it due to some OCD/PTSD avoidance issues. It feels like being in a workplace means more people to judge me and be disappointed or angry if my fears come/are true, and I have a vague but strong feeling that having success or being noticed will make particular fears more likely to happen. This is definitely linked to PTSD, however, but it's difficult to simultaneously work on this one and not get sucked into trying to reassure myself it won't happen. Probably the answer is to just take baby steps, and I know I do have to take the risks, as I would be miserable if I did nothing with my life. I'm hoping to get to the same place emotionally as WhatATripp, where I can put it in a box and work. I think this could happen if I enjoy the job and environment, as when socialising with others I don't get intrusive thoughts and only rarely slip into rumination for a bit. I think that would be good for me, as I could feel accomplished and less like I'm awful with nothing to offer.
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My OCD used to be heavily triggered at work because I’m a registrar in an Emergency Room. Between the OCD and the ADHD, I really couldn’t self-direct any ERP and *needed* to go on medication to calm down. Now that I’ve got a good dosage and some better coping skills, I still clean more than anybody else (and clean more things than anybody else) but I’ve stopped layering responsibility on myself, so that I now consider my extra (not policy) cleaning is a kindness I perform for other people instead of a Moral Duty To Protect. I still get nervous at first when I forget, but I can let it go much quicker instead of obsessing for days/weeks/months.
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I basically shove OCD into a corner and focus on work. I know it sounds odd, but it's like there's a 'no ocd' switch in my brain that only works for work. Personal life, no such switch exists. Yet. But when OCD dies intrude at work, I am learning to sit with the anxiety and refocus on whatever I'm working in.
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I'm a freelancer, but when I get very heavily immersed into work my OCD switches off until I remember it after I'm done.
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Work is actually my safe haven because I just pour myself into work when I am feeling anxious and can feel the intrusive thoughts creeping in
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My OCD has interfered with my jobs in a way so I wasn't able to continue😢
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It was hard at first but I usually just turn on music to keep calm
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I always have fears about getting fired from work and constantly rechecking my old work. I think about 24/7 and how im going to make an enormous mistake that ruins the company and gets me fired. Then, if any type of mistake does happen I let it ruin my day. Ill look back at the past mistake and beat myself up over it. Any suggestions for mindfulness approaches?
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I’ve been my job for almost 2 years now and I can not shake the constant worry that I am going to do something to mess it up. I’m constantly checking things over and over to make sure they’re correct to the point where I almost don’t believe my own eyes anymore. Everyday I go home with something to be anxious about. Today me and a coworker got in a bit of a tiff and I can’t stop thinking about it (even though I was totally right to be upset 🤣) everyday I play out fake scenarios that may happen because of what I said or did. Occasionally I will worry if I had written something inappropriate on the work I turn in. There’s no amount of reassurance that can make me stop worrying and I’m not sure what to do anymore. I’m new here and would love some suggestions!
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Hi Everyone - has anyone else had problems with executive functioning - forgetting things, multitasking, attention, not following directions closely, etc. ? If so, what do you do to help? I brought this up to my therapist and she mentioned that I wouldn’t need a therapist Or specialist/coach to work on it - as it would be skills we know to do (take notes, put on reminders, etc). However, I’ve been struggling with OCD for years and none of these “tips” have helped enough. I have had trouble multitasking/ remembering details/forgetting things with jobs and had to quit. It even applies when I am at home - one thing goes in one ear and out the other. I also do not have or been diagnosed with ADHD or any other disorders (just depression from OCD). Does anybody have suggestions? Is it just to manage my OCD better and these things will get better with that? I don’t recall how I was when my OCD was “good” or in better shape (Up until age 18) to gauge this as I didn’t have a job or other life responsibilities. Only thing I can think of is maybe I am so caught up in my head that is causing these issues, aka the severe OCD. Thanks!
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