- Username
- JK0
- Date posted
- 5y ago
@timtam Hi, and thanks for your answer. I'm glad that I manage to convince myself most of the time that I'm not being logical, and that there is no way that once I started reading about skin cancer I would suddenly start sprouting new moles everywhere (that just does not happen!!) Today I have managed to calm myself down by crocheting and watching videos, and have successfully distracted myself so that I haven't thought about my skin for a while. Wearing long sleeved shirts has also helped to fight the urge to search for things. Thank you for your support, I'll continue fighting back the urge to google things and check myself!
Hi! You’re not alone with your health anxiety - it’s haunted me for such a long time. It is all so scary when your mind goes above and beyond thinking about what you might have. Keep reminding yourself all of what you’ve said - you have had moles most of your life (normal), the fact that none of them have changed (good! And normal) and also remind yourself that you are okay and healthy, and that if something was to change you would notice it (people without our ocd notice things and they are okay). As we get older, even day to day, we acquire new marks and spots and all of these don’t automatically mean cancer. I also find distracting myself a useful tool. After I’ve reminded myself of these logical things I force myself to walk away from the checking and do something I enjoy - an episode (or 5) of friends, or your favourite movie/ book, go for a walk, say hi to your pet if you have one. Feel yourself relaxing and moving away from the scariness as you enjoy the distraction. I’m so sorry that you’re feeling this way, and sending lots of love and support your way
Have you tried Cognitive Behavioral Therapy? You sound so much like me and CBT was life changing. You aren’t alone!
@boogle Hello, I actually go to therapy weekly (have had a christmas break now) but for different reasons than OCD. I started therapy because of depression which has been getting much, much better, but my OCD has started to get in the way of my life now. Once I see my therapist again I'm planning to have a discussion about this and talk about what kind of options we have and what he thinks I should do! I'm also planning to visit another psychiatrist /doctor (for university students these services are very cheap luckily) to get their opinion. Thank you!
Hi! I have really bad health anxiety too! You’re not alone :)
How do I stop worrying about illnesses? For some reason I’ve been stuck on a kick where I’m constantly worrying about getting cancer and I am always googling symptoms of various cancers. I read that leukemia can cause a rash and I thought about it so much I have a stress rash now (which obviously makes me worry I have leukemia). I’ve had fatigue and headaches from pcos for years but I’m convincing myself it’s bc of cancer. It started bc I had pain in my armpit for a couple days and it went straight to me stressing about breast cancer. The pain resided after a few days but I’m pretty sure I have a phantom pain every once in a while bc it’s all I can think about. Any tips?
I have had anxiety issues for years and have been in therapy for that. But a big change in my life made it spin out of control. Btw, I am a bit of a control freak. So, for the last year, health anxiety has reigned. It all started when I had a panick attack and ran out of the operation room where I had to go under for a very simple, preventive procedure (I was convinced I wasn’t going to wake up.) I faced it again and made it. But after that I have been going from one health scare to the other. Skin cancer, oral cancer, breats cancer, HPV related cervical cancer - went through each recently. These are accompanied by panick attacks, insomnia and anxiously googling symptoms and testimonials. Every visit to the doctor end with panick that I forgot to check other important symptoms or that she might not be taking me seriously and miss something important. Now I am worried about a lymph node under my jaw that is slightly swollen. I know chances are it is ok and it is not cancer, it’s my anxiety. But what if it isn’t? And on it goes. I just want to stop worrying and go a day without googling symptoms or health issues. I am waiting for it to pass as these periods of health anxiety are kinda like panicks attacks - they build up, they peak and then they pass. I am afraid doctors will stop taking me seriously (this week I saw my doctor for a melanoma scare and a sore breast.) I am afraid when my doctor doesn’t investigate further and I am afraid when she does. I know it is absurd (I recently googled eye cancer) but I can’t stop. Sorry for the long post, I guess I wanted to write it all down and share it.
My OCD is generally around my health. It is hard for me to differentiate between what is real and what is OCD. I have a skin condition (HPV) and it’s truly not bad at all although my OCD theme is very focused on it. I’m in constant fear that it will get worse, spread or ruin my life some how. Does anybody else have health anxiety OCD? Or OCD about contamination? I feel like it’s really difficult to combat my OCD at times because there is a level of rationality behind it. I do have the skin condition already that I’m worried about so my OCD has “evidence” to make me more worried about it. Does anybody else have an OCD theme that is hard to differentiate between what’s real and what’s OCD? Sorry for the long post but I’m very interested to hear more about your experiences!
Share your thoughts so the Community can respond