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Oh, I fully believe that the cannabis is actually helping you. It’s the only thing that will make my mind shut up...or at least quiet down and chill out. A former psychiatrist of mine had me on Xanax for 6 years and it did a nuuumber on my brain chemistry, to put it *lightly*. Now, my anxiety and OCD are pretty ludicrous and debilitating, and now I absolutely refuse to touch benzos because I am quite literally terrified of them. Cannabis, though! Cannabis has legit saved my life. And the best part? I can full-stop cold turkey, with nothing more than some mild irritability.
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I did until I couldn't get the kind a need. Sativa strains make me worse, but the right indica makes the world a better place.
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indica is a class of weed, specifically the kind with a higher cbd to thc ratio, which lends itself to a more calming effect, as opposed to sativa, which is the opposite, and tends to be more energizing (but can also increase anxiety, hence why it wasn't good for cwgrlup). Both types can be smoked, baked/eaten, made into oil, etc).
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In my experience, it just kinda makes me "floaty" enough to kinda forget to do (some) of my compulsions? (And then when I do remember, the reduced anxiety helps me either resist the compulsion, or at least finish it more easily/calmly). However, I have to be really high for that to work, and if you smoke too much too often, and you can build up a resistance (your brain grows back its endocannabinoid receptors relatively quickly, but.) For me, it's a crutch, not a solution; for you, it may or may not be different.
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Man, *that's* a mood. Do you feel like it's a crutch that helps take some of the weight so that you can take the rest yourself, or one that keeps you from learning to carry that weight on your own? From how it sounds, you're not particularly satisfied with the habit?
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I think of it as a crutch as well.
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I think I’m just making excuses. I just need a good reason to stop bc I truly don’t have one
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I could definitely possibly actually be helping me. I just get really anxious when I don’t have it. Maybe it’s something I should experiment with. Take a break and come back to it if I feel necessary. There are benefits to cannabis and I should consider those as well
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Can someone please explain what indica is and how could I get it in the Uk. Do you smoke it or can you get it as an oil?
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- 20w
i’ve been going through weird phases in life and it’s really not what i need at all. i’ve been recently having really bad anxiety and i think i have depression (not sure) but everytime i go out my stomach starts to hurt and my mind goes all over the place i just always overthinking bad things are gonna happen like im just having the worst panic attacks when nothing is even happening. i can never go out with friends feeling normal because my mind goes crazy about anything. i can’t hang out with my girlfriend without having really bad anxiety and panic attacks, it’s also so bad that recently i got a job i’ve been trying to get for almost a year now and i finally have the chance to get into the job but my minds all over the place about traveling to another state for training and also even getting the job in general i feel so scared and feel so uncomfortable and uninterested when i been hoping for this opportunity for the longest. idk what’s going on with me and it’s clearly ruining my life and my mental. im starting to think it’s because about 2 years ago i used to smoke weed frequently and i stopped a while ago but now i do it once every blue moon and im thinking about quitting everything in general. what can i do to heal my mental and help my panic attacks where nothing is wrong? i need help..
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For the past three years I've smoked marijuana nearly everyday. It helped with my anxiety and quieting my brain and helped me sleep. Recently, it began to make me feel more anxious, i would wake up nauseous and even threw up a couple of times which really triggered some health anxiety. I decided to quit because of this and i'm almost 2 weeks out from the last time I smoked. My body is slowly recovering but my brain just doesn't seem to quit it. I went to my GP a couple of weeks ago for a routine checkup and everything came back normal in my blood work and exam, yet that hasn't stopped me from completely obsessing over my health and feeling like (in my mind, not my body) i'm seriously ill- which is giving me extreme anxiety. Because of my reoccurring stomach issues my GP referred me to a GI who I had an appointment with yesterday. He was very unimpressed by everything I said and seemed like everything is pointing to IBS-which is not serious and something my mother also deals with. He ordered some extra tests to make sure I wasn't dealing with inflammation and he said he was very confident that my internal vital organs were a completely fine. I'm still waiting on those test results and his confidence should I have made me feel better but i'm still freaking out. Everybody in my life is tired of hearing about it and I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel like i'm pushing people away. I feel good and like myself when I'm distracted and doing something fun, but mornings and nights and when i'm doing something mundane it's the worst. I feel like I can feel all of these pains and sensations but I have no idea if it's real. I've even started asking Chatgpt for constant reassurance and constantly googling my symptoms. I'm in a horrible loop. I should mention that on top of quitting weed, I also just graduated college, moved back home and my boyfriend and I started the longest period of long distance we've ever had to do so i'm just not feeling like myself at all. My psychiatrist just put me on Zoloft (my vomiting and intense anxiety coincided with when i began taking Prozac again so she wanted me to try something else) I'm only on day 3 of the meds but nausea and insomnia are the two side effects im dealing with right now which is just making my anxiety so much worse before the meds have even kicked in. Does anyone have advice on how to break this cycle of constant checking-i feel like taking a deep breath has even turned into a compulsion.
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- 14w
Hi hi, my therapist recommended i look into medication options to help with my treatment. i want to try meds, but im a little weary after an evil zoloft experience,, though that could just be that zoloft is generally evil lol. what are your guy’s experiences (good or bad) w meds/what did you take? i know they aren’t a sole solution but im looking for all the help i can get. thank you!!!
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