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No not at all haha I actually spelling it incorrectly, emetophobia... fear of vomiting
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I used to suffer really badly from it. Although I do get anxiety due to it sometimes it’s gotten better through the years (mainly because I was pushed into a situation where I had to deal with vomit and had no choice). The best advice I could give you if you feel anxious because of it would be take yourself away from a situation (if you in one) and breathe xx
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I totally understand I’m scared of both vomiting and the embarrassment
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What is that?
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What is that?? (Not to be rude) x
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Oh actually someone I know suffers from that and they developed an eating disorder due to it :/
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@Peachy123 I've had it since I was like 9 or 10 and I am 33 now... got better over the years aswell but never really went away. I haven't even thrown up in 8 years haha I get extreme anxiety and panic attacks because of it and that doesn't help because panic attacks causes nausea. I think I'm more scared of what I look like throwing up haha and throwing up infront of people. So it's almost like a fear of embaressment.
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@OCDnmarsh really? Shame that sounds horrible. I love food, I just always check the expiry date and never eat anything out of a can that's got dents in haha but other than that I love food more than my fiancé, haha he knows that.
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Man why does vomiting have to exist haha. Mine began actually because I threw up infront of people. I probably mind read and thought these people must think I'm this gross child... but in reality things might have not been that way and people might actually have felt sorry for me. Our minds can sometimes make things worse than it actually is.
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I am!!! If someone in my inner circle got sick I would obsess over it for hours. I couldn’t sit in my own damn couch for 10 years and I haven’t watched “Friends” in 10 years cause If I do my brain told me I would throw up (the last time I threw up I sat in that couch and watched Friends). How crazy is that? It doesn’t even make any sense. I used to get mild panic attacks whenever I catched a glimpse of an episode on tv and had to hurry to change the channel. It drove me crazy! A lot of my intrusive thoughts and compulsions come from the fear of throwing up actually. It used to consume my life but thankfully I’m better now and I can go on and live a pretty normal life. The fear is always there tho! I don’t think it will ever go away.
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Siiri Oh yes! Exactly the same here... I had the same thoughts, had these thoughts that if I wore the same clothing I wore the day I threw up I would get sick again... I am not alone haha I actually then just told myself I will wear this... and see what happens, and obviously nothing happened. It still happens to me sometimes with music, I guess it's because I listened to some emotional songs one day and threw up later that evening... our brains make these types of connections I guess. Super weird. Yeah I net it will never go away, I did see a psycologist when I was younger, nothing worked.
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Exactly. And I think that’s the hardest part about this, it can happen anytime and really nothing you do can change it. We just gotta keep working on it and tell those thoughts to shut up! If it’s meant to happen it will happen, no matter what we do. And if it do it isn’t the end of the world (even if I feels like it)! :)
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Yes, true that. I guess the uncertainty about it is what gets us. But now I atleast feel less alone, thanks for the words everyone ♡
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Omg you can tag people
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No I don't know Ocdmarch... I saw people do it and I guess it's just to keep track of conversation...
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I think it's one of the worst fears because I can't get pregnant (and then I have my ocd fears too with pregnancy). The thing is with this fear it's not something you can hide from because it can happen anytime.
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...and I'll try to not search for a toilet everwhere I go just incase haha
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This has recently developed into something much bigger than it originally was. When this past winter season started, i noticed more people were getting the stomach bug than usual. I was fine at first, until I was noticing almost one person in every class was saying they recently had it. I researched about it, and I found what I was looking for unfortunately. Norovirus cases were surging across the U.S because of a new strain of NoV that recently had been spreading. This immediately altered my way of thinking. Everywhere I went, I would be overly cautious of what’s around me and whose around me. The first obsessive compulsive problem I had was that I couldn’t eat at lunch anymore unless I washed my hands. One time, I didn’t have an option to wash my hands, so I didn’t eat lunch. That’s when I knew it was interfering with my daily life, and it was becoming a serious issue. There was another time where some guy threw up near me in the hallway trash can. My mind was spiraling. all. day. long. It felt like it was consuming me alive. Not a minute would go by where I wouldn’t think about it, and the high possibility of me catching this virus. There’s been so many other scenarios where I feel myself losing it. I’m not the best of explaining in detail how my mind feels when it spirals, but the best thing I could say is that I could feel myself slowly losing my mind. It takes over my life. I HAVE to act on my compulsive acts, if not, i’ll have these obsessive thoughts until it consumes me whole. I’ve had nervous breakdowns, panic attacks, anxiety attacks, insomnia, and it almost feels like it’s causing me to have an eating disorder. Most recently, I went to use the bathroom and saw what looked like puke on the toilet seat. I was already using it, so I just finished my buisness and rushed out there asap. I figured, if I fasted for two days, what’s there to puke if I do catch NoV? So, I did. I missed school because on the second day of fasting, I became very dehydrated. I was weak, and couldn’t move. I realized what this all rooted back to. That’s when I knew I needed help.
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This is my first time posting - I have a fear of throw up and I’ve been told it is cause from my OCD (repetitive thoughts) which makes sense because if someone gets sick it replays over and over again and I can’t get it out of my head. It’s gotten a lot worse in the past maybe two years. I’m always on edge that someone is going to get sick around me. I’ve heard the “best or most common” way to help with this is exposure therapy and OBVIOUSLY I don’t want to do that. Anyone have any tips or anything for this (or maybe have done the exposure therapy)?
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hi im a fifteen year old girl with really bad ocd and emetaphobia nobody knows my fear except for my best friend and my sister. its so hard to even say the word or even type the word so i just say “sick” even typing this out makes my heart race and my hands sweaty. ive been really struggling with ocd for almost a year its gotten worst about every month. its always on my mind. i have a therapist but i cant even tell them about my anxiety and thoughts that go on in my head. my whole family is watching me fall deeper and deeper into this dark whole that i dont know how to get out of. its feels awful to see everyone around you watch you fail over and over again. please forgive me if this was graphic thank you
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